Hi everyone in about few more hours the year 2008 is goin to end and the new year is goin to start.....hmm 2008 was gd and bad at the same time haha....y i don tink i wan to tell.....

My new year resolution for this year is:

• To keep my hubby happy
• Hope everyone I know are well and happy
• To somehow get into NIE
• To control my emotions and anger
• To get my driving license by next yr( I hope)
• To make sure tat hubby goes to greater heights both in education and work

Tats all.....

Wishing everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Happy 1 year Anniversary to my dear!

Being with you all this while made me change into a beta person

You are not only my bf but also my BFF( best friend forever),

Always there whenever i need whether im ill, or stressed or upset....

I luv you so much.....till death do us part....

Luv u kumari hehe ( i noe u hate it wen i call u tat hehe)....

Merry X'mas to everyone....

Happy Birthday to Anna.....wish u all the best.....

ok recently damn bz first wit my GDD document.....damn had a hard time doing that but somehow manage it.....thxs for the idea dear...for the game....next was common test ICT project management and OSWSD......ok both were ok bt i hv tis bad feeling i made alot of careless mistake....hehe....but i jus pray i did well.....seriously studied hard for it till 3am....yea i did seriously wondering how i stay awake simple cold ice water...it helps always....(PS: don tell my dear or else im dead im not suppose to drink ice water hehe).....

After common test...well my weekend was rocking wen escape again but tis time wit my two adorable nieces haha had so much of fun.....sun they came over we played uno snake and ladders use com and so on they are both so sweet.....

Well holidays started but im not enjoying it cos have to do alot of project and.....im veri lazy to do it....and i don like tat abt myself seriously i hate to panic....so i made up my mind to do things seriously....even if i hv to stay up late in the nite....

Happy belated bday to danial (mr what.....and stop ur stupid hugs) liza and karthika and jemima yesu priya....

hey all,

Had a gd weekend.....hehe woke up clean my room got ready and wen to meet my dear at pasir ris cos we are going to Escape theme park.....yeah fun....haha.....i was damn excited.....so wen were waiting to purchase our tickets the first ride was like it seem simple i was like hey we go tat one first ok....but wen it wen up and turn sideways im like uhm change my mind....and obviously he will say forget it we are goin for that .....but guess who was screaming ....hehe yup u guessed rite my dear was hehe.....then wen to haunted hs....n it wasnt scary but wat scared me was the ppl who were n front of us....idiots...screaming like no body business....duh its not so scary......our fav was go-cart....wen on the doubles and single rider....doubles kumar drove.....damn he would have killed me......so fast sial....haha the lady said stop he don wan to stop so excited....at the singles well i did quite well...kumar said not bad rajes u can drive very well.....but seriously my parking still need practice hehe....yup i bang into someone as usual.....hehe sry...Oh ya last ride wiking someone said not scary la no problem can handle we sit at the back ok.....and tat particular someone was screaming like a gorilla....hmm nxt time tink before boasting.....damn embarrasing ppl in front turn and look sian ah....but overall it was fun.....



after an exhausting day there we walk to DTE to have our dinner....kumar told me to wait while he wen and check out something so i was waiting.....15 mins later he came back and gave me a present ....i was like shock .....keep asking wat is it....he said something which i always one since small....hmmm....so wen i open it i was shock it was a musical globe so sweet ....i was looking at it wen he wen to draw money......thxs so much dear luv u alot.....pic is posted below.....



sch well kinda stress common test is cumin hv to study hv to hand in project proposal.....haiz not so easy u noe....i can do it.....god help ok.....

Hi all after so long im updating my blog at last....haha...k tdy well i wen for my BTT and guess wat I PASSED HAHAHA......i noe wats the big deal rite....well u see tis is my second try and i onli studied for one hour for it....im dead serious....haha...wasnt nervous doin the test....keep checking till the last few minutes...haha...and was doin wit india workers.....an all of them failed it seriously....one guy beside so confident do....i also tot he will pass....but guess wat he didnt....well too much confidence is not gd....

Well next FTT i tink haha...not gd at all tis must ask my bro....well sch ok nt so bad but got alot of deadlines ahead...stress....hope i can make it...and on week 9 common test.....i really need to do well...must work hard for it......

1. last week was my 11 mths anni....luv u alot dear
2. Submission for IT3856 proposal nxt week (STRESS!!)
3. Need to get a bday gift for a frien of mine hehe


Tats abt it!!!

Presentation on monday wen well......accept that fatin couldn't make it and i had to do her part nenek u owe me one......lol.....but we did well...wit weird comments from the lecturer haha....hey gals we did well congrats to u ....and to the other groups......

Well tis week its seems like lecturerkeep giving either assignements or project write-ups urgh....making our loads quite heavy kinda stressed up cos of this......weeks seems to fly pretty fast...and on week 9 we are having common test wow......the pile seems to adding up......

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NAZ!!! Surprise her wit a cake haha took pics oh ya some fed her cake...and faekah obviously didnt feed her the cake she ate it instead .....eka wat u tink u are doin u are suppose to feed her la....aiyo.....haha jus jokin ah hehe

HI to all,

k have been feeling rather moody this pass few days due to wat reasons which oni i noe....hv been trying to avoid it but cant show it on ppl and obviously got into a quarrel...haiz maybe im jus stressed up abt sch and stuff cos i really wanna do well this term....don wanna flunk or anything....haiz....

well tis is the end of 3rd week of sch...and lecturers aready start giving us our project assignment....which is driving me nuts.....really...tis term is not one of my fav terms...but wat the heck hv to go through wit it.....no matter wat im gonna giv my best....and finish tis sem wit a bang .....tats my aim....i noe i can do it....and god is wit me i can do it.....

well tmr is my first presentation for com skills really read through my notes....nt exactly sure of certain things but im gonnatry my best......well gd luck limin peiyi n fatin.....

Hi everyone,

Yesterday waas deepavali, and i had lots of fun my friends came over to my place and obviously the gorillA Cant stop teasing me he so irritating but a gd frien....someone carried a baby an dthe baby cried aww poor baby....stupid monkey scare the baby to death wit ur face hehe....

Oh ya here are the pics which i took....

HAPPY DEEPAVALI TO ALL HINDUS OUT THERE!!!

LOL....hope you guys enjoy urselfs today........

Tis is week 1 and it seems like its gonna be a very tough semester for me and the rest....but im gonna push my self and work harder tis semester....

Today's NE lesson was an eye-opener....the lecturer tok abt what we will do after diploma....and gave several tips and advice which kept me thinking all the way home that i didnt realise vani was sitting beside me in the bus ride and i didnt tok much to her sorry vani......;)

Hmm...i really wan to get a deg and make my parents proud of me....god pls help me make tis dream cum true......

Well deepavali is one week away and i still haven got a chance to clean my rm properly yikes mum gonna scream at me which is usual ahaha.......

Well tats about it......

Sch started aready !!!!! well projects seems kinda hard.....but gonna try my best in doing them saw most of my classmates......anna xiujuan vanessa muz shirhan zee farhan danial ronald brendon hong hao rabiah all we meet at different classes but meet together at national education class....really miss them alot...oh ya im glad that peiyi limin faekah liza n fatin are in the same class as me.....weeee! we are gonna hv fun gals woohooo.......

Oh ya tis adorable little angel here is my niece negha pronounce as neha....isnt she cute...peiyi..here is my little niece atlast i upload her pic.....oh ya ppl don get blinded by her adorable look....really temperamental......when she cries her face turns red as a tomato......shudder....still gives me the shivers.......

Fatin came over today.....to do com skills .....and thank god she was here....if not wouldnt hv bothered to do my discussion forum....gal u are my inspiration......cant wait to work in the projects wit u.....again

hi hi hi......

TO all muslims out there Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.......hehe.....Seriously holidays are gonna be over soon gona go back to school.....which is a gd thing cos i can my mind bz , see my friens again yippee....and well push myself to study very hard for my last sem.....

Today mornin met fatin aka nenek hehe at yck mrt lol.....we were on our way to buy school books ....and i gave her late bday present to her frm me n kumar....ps: kumar she luv the earrings u choose hehe.....anyway after that i came home and had to clean my rm thxs to my bro for messing it up.....haiz

Well thats abt it for nw....

Hi again,

Well my results for iap and fyp are out not bad i did quite well...vanessa our hard work paid off congrats to u too....im glad u were my partner for fyp... congrats to all on your results....

Well pass few weeks was hm playing game or searching for a part-time job well now i have a tution assignment assigned to me by an agency.....starting tmr....heard the student kinda difficult how cum im the oni one who always get tis kind of kids......oh well its a gd practice if im gonna teach primary school students in the future......since im wanna go nie.....

Hmm got sum gd news which oni a few of u noe im t gonna tell anything for now hehe.....keep u all in suspense.....hehe

adios for nw ;p

First of All ,


HAPPY BIRTHDAY FATIN!!!!!!! SOMEONE 19 AREADY WEEEEEEEEE!!! I aready.....told u kumar's gift mine haven tell yet hehe...hope u like it....haha

Hmm yesterday wen out wit kumar n his friens....to pasir ris wen to the new mall which is near the theme park....wen to watch a movie Wall-e was ok not so bad beginning was boring ending quite nice and romantic.....wen to play bowling....and play arcade was damn fun...then wen to hv our dinner at new york new york......took some pics of the meal we had will update it later....haiz was fun........


tats abt it....

hey...yday had dinner wit my dear and his friens.....lol...and wen hm whole day am bored nt sure wat to do and stuff called all the company for job.....haiz i guess most don wan students hmmmm....hey guys..if there is any part-time job any where pls inform me.....thxs.....

Cant wait to meet fatin hope she likes her gift....ps: bday on sat hehe.....gonna be 19 hehe....

Well tat's abt it!

Hi All,

After my attachment now oni i hv time to update my blog....im glad tat attachement is over really miss my friens and class mates met mango alas peiyi on tues wen i was on my way to see my LO to get my IAP cert hehe....miss ya lots gal...miss vanessa too...iap was ok for...me...last day my supervisor brought me out for lunch which was nice of her...and let me off early ....

Now as for my life nw preparing sum major issues such as finacially...cos..hmm nah nt gonna say it here...but i tink nenek sumi n menu noes y rite gals wink hehe...currently searching for part-time job....god pls help me thanks.....

Oh ya nenek's bday is cumin up hey nenek wen u cumin to see me i wan to giv u ur present so u can where it on sat....ur dad and i (kumar and me) chose it for u....lol

23 Aug 08 8 mths anniversary wit kumar....luv u alot dear.....bought for me a heart shape pendant my fav shape n i bought for him a t-shirt....he was kinda shock cos i chose the colours he like hehe...tats wat a gal is gd at.....they luv u and tehy will each and every inch abt u.....

Cant wait to start sch and see all my friens weeeeeeee!!!!!!

Hey guys....tis week is week 7 of my IAP....and well today is sports day in my dept we willl be goin to one of supervisor's condo to play tennis and some team building games...i and my partner eric plan the game...and wow tinking abt it was damn hard....phew haha hope they enjoy it.....

Hmm...well still got 5 more weeks to go for iap....to be over....hmm....i jus pray everything goes well....hmm...im missing all my frens...especially fatin hanna...oi sat confirm tak.....she ah so bz cannot catch her hehe...if she noe i write tis im dead.....wait im gonna be dead eeeks....

Today is Kumar my dear bf bday.....later givin him a surprise party hehe....menaga will be buyin cake for him....cos i at wk...thxs di...and thxs to ur bf who is like a elder bro for me....thxs kumar ( yea menaga bf name is also kumar)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!!!!!!

Hi Guys,

So sorry for not updating my blog for past few weeks cos...my internet have sum problems im stilltrying to rectify the problem...and i heard from fatin ( luv ur gal...and miss u ) tat alot of ppl have been askin me to update...well here it is ....

Well im still doin my iap....now is my week 6...and im bz but i always manage to finish my wk before 4pmweird huh...so imagine how bored i am.....hehe....anyway...mostly im admin/engr stuff...and its ok....but boring...so most of the time i email my dear bf or fatin hanna my adopted daughter...haha so ppl if u feel bored or jus need someone to tok to jus email me 24 hrs service ok ...email add: jennifer_matt2@hotmail.com. Oh ya met vanessa at tampanies few weeks back wen i wen to meet kumar haha...miss ya lots gal

Pass few weeks damn bz...wen for a chalet...wen for 21st bday parties wen temple....aiyo body achingneed alot of rest u noe....after iap i hv one thing in R & R which is rest and relax so anyone who distrupt my rest ....oh r u gonna get it from me...haha jus jokin....
I tink some of u all noe im doin a business now and yea its goin gd....goin jb tis sat for recognitionnite...gonna get a pin for my effort...my bf in tears...he so proud of me as im the first personfrom the team to go on stage...thxs to ravi anna,yoges anni , my dear,and mentor ranjit.
Guys, if u guys are curious abt it jus call me and make an appt wit me and i will tell u guys more till thenkeep thinking all i can say don miss an oppotunity...to succeed in life....if u noe wat i mean....

Yea tmr meetin fatin weeeeeeee......cant wait...to meet u gal....

Tats all for now adios....

Ps: MIss MI0615; Faekah and Liza u are missed too...

Hey all.....

Am bac to blog again.....well some have been asking for updates...sry guys was kinda bz at work ....tis few days....so i will update every saturday alrite....haha....

K Well tis is my 2nd week of iap....was damn bz and surprisingly i always finish my work at 3.30pm...im that fast...weird haha...how cum i cant do that wit my sch wk ah...hmm...i will figure that out later...i jus cant wait for this 12 weeks to go by...cos miss sch and my friens alot....

Birthday wishes:

Happy bday to my fav gals may all ur wishes cum true....always......

Clare my cuz 4 June and Faekah my close frien and sis 5 June


Tats abt it...for now....

Hey ppl how r u all....haha...mus be wondering where am i and wat i am up to haha....well now im doing my iap as in industrial attachment programme...

Where i am doing it: ST Electronics (Infosoft Systems) PTE LTD Ang Mo kio

I am doin admin/engr job which is dealing with creation of email add....and some admin work....well first two days was kinda bored but gd as i was trying to learn new stuff and write down the steps .....today morning i was so bz....but after lunch it was rush hour for me....haha...fascinating....rushing to do my work....after 3.30 wow i settled dwn and rest...waiting for reply from various dept to ans my emails.....but no reply la....urgh.....wow im exhausted....

Well it is week one now.....wen will the days past....god be with till the end.....

I really miss two ppl this days FATIN HANNA AND KUMAR LUV U TWO SO MUCH

Hey everyone,

FYP IS OVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!

and IAP is starting .....k im scared seriously....neva don it before....i wonder how it is gonna be...will it be bad...or will it be ok...god show me the way and im sure....he wan me to do tis so im gonna do my best in this....giv my best...god be wit me....thxs

I would to thank those ppl who wished me on my bday.....

Kumar,Fatin, Faekah, Liza, Granma, mum, joycelyn, aunty saras, uncle john, jonathan, roy(msn), senthil(msn), sumi, menaga, weiye, jovy(student), kamal n vani, Anni yoges and ravi anna, mentor ranjith n jayanthi and vanessa.

HAPPY 5MTHS ANNIVERSARY DEAR!!!!!

Hi everyone haha,

happy birthday.....to who ah...go figure haha....Actually i noe it sounds like im vain or boasting to everyone its my bday.....but i wan to write in the blog today cos i got sum wishes....every year i will write them in my diary tis year make diff write here la....

Wishes are:

1. Wish that fatin will be happy always without any probs, and wish her happiness for her and danial
2. Wish that sumi will find the luv of her life soon
3. Hope muru will change
4. Wish that my dear will excel in his work and achieve in life and proof others wrg (luv u)
5. Wish menaga and her bf to be happy always
6. Wish that maya will find her true luv soon
7. Hope priya will msg me atleast n wish me .....miss u sis
8. Wish that vanessa will do well in the project....and her probs go away
9. Wish that aarathi and kaarthika will do well in their studies
10. wish Joycelyn will pass her O level with flying colours
11. wish faekah will be happy and not get to stressed up
12. Wish that Liza be happy always
13. Wish that weiye do well in poly and find the gal he like and settle dwn (faster la u older then me u noe old man)
14. MI0615 to be together always.
15. Anna to find her true luv soon.
16. Overall Wish that everyone i noe wont have any probs and be happy

uhm .....i noe u mus be wondering uhm wat abt myself but i got noting to wish for seriously i aready hv the things i wished for wen i was young .....u may wonder what it is they are...well to have good luving friends, the love of my life, gd family, study well...tats all....wat more would i wan....hehe

Hey I'm back after two days of being bedridden urgh no fun.....but was nice to see my dear rite by my side tc me thank you luv u so much.....and thxs for being patient when i was grouchy hehe.....well haven got well properly yet.....but no choice hv to be back in sch cos...........No more mc.....haha nenek will be veri happy abt tat...haha

ok project is over hv to do report n ppt slides for nxt thurs presentation....after my bday weep not a nice bday present u noe....waaaaa....wanna cry......haha well hv to prepare alot of stuff for that....gd luck to me n vanessa....

in few days gonna turn 22....eeks....tat was definitely not in my agenda....haiz....gettin old sial.....more responsibility on the way.....oh brother.....

tats all for now.....and to theTalker stop being such an nenek la.....u noe who u are ah.....hehe

Ok i'm not in a gd state right now...im sick im stressed and im tired n weak due to my illness.....urgh.....i see some ppl starting on their presentation slides all...great...i haven start mine n i haven finish my aes report....

HELP!!!!!!!!!

Well sat was cool....woke up @ 9.30am .....clean my room...all and wen to bathe and get ready as mum told me to go tekka and buy saree for granma....as the nxt day is mother's day and i was goin for a 21st bday celeb later in the evening....waited for my dear as he is the one who is goin to buy the wrapping paper and wen he bought and come...the colours eeeks...haiz had a stuff time wrapping best part he keep saying no mus wrap like tis like tat i jus did one thing since u so gd at it rite u wrap la....hehe oh u shuld see the way he was wrapping haha...dear nxt time....don open ur big mouth or u get in trouble...hehe...we left my home at 2pm....wen to tekka and bought the sarees.....and wen to eat thosai yummy.....then took a bus to the party....weee....it was fun we were dancing all...and best part...i saw my dear dance for the first time and i was like shock he was dancing well...i hv no words to describe it...haha...it was tat gd....haha wen home late....

Sunday mother's day....wen out for dinner...tats abt it


FYP: Its week 11 now, and we are abt done wit our project....starting to do my aes report...which is not easy...need to crack my head....well we can do it vanessa ....lets do it...!!!!!!!!! Hope i don fall sick tis week aready feeling ill not again....is it jus me or am i jus falling ill alot tis days haiz

hi all.....

Well notin much to update .....actually...friday i didnt go sch due to gastric probs....my dear took leave and brought me to the doctor and took care of me the whole day...luv him for tat...oh yea wen to the lib and in the bus saw anna and vanessa hehe....had no choice wait my lib books overdue....eeks...

sat was watchin a hindi movie at home ARYAN.....u guys should watch it....i wont say y....so jus go and watch it alrite....haha....oh yea my dear brought me to pasar malam.....hehe and we both bought bubbles and played wit it...but kumar spilled half of the contents on his shirt hehe......

Oh ya go and watch iron man damn nice.......hehe....

tats all for now....

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO KARTHIK!!!!!!

Weeeeeeeeee.....haha...alrite....well....after alot of stress on mon i and vanessa were able to finish up on most of our project and solve the one which had problem.....phew half my headache gone well not exactly....vanessa stilll hv to fin on mapping n localization , while i hv to figure out what is paypal....by the way does anyone noe wat the hell is tat pls explain to me....really need help on tat......

hmm...well planning alot for my future tis days....wan to go NIE to do teaching...not sure how...but kumar said his frien will help and im so grateful....during my second sem then i will tok to his frien on the process....thxs dear....my dear granma fatin his family all are a great support....thxs luv ya....

hmm...i hope the probs around me will jus disappear it seems to get worse....hiaz is there no end to it...will i ever feel the peace again...even though im smiling...still worried and scared...yea i noe kumar .....im suppose to be strong and all...but im a typical human being....so a little scaredness will be there alrite...i noe wat i wan and im strong ....no worries.....haiz....

My weekend was gd but tiring lets start with friday alrite haha..........

Friday:

Well after school i went hm and ate my dinner.....cos i was goin out wit kumar n his cuz and family to watch santosh subramaniam tamil movie the 9.15 show....was damn funny...haha...the movie finish at 12.43 am...then we wen to eat and hv some refreshments....haha...i and kumar left at 1.15am earlier then the rest .....took a cab and head home ....frm wat i heard the rest were there till 3am woah i cant sial....haha

Sat :

ok wat did i do on sat ah......oh ya i was not well....was home....idiot flu.....kumar came....we watch om shanti om wow it was superb the hero haiz ...was so hot....haiz....kuamr don get jealous....u were drooling over shilpa shetty...fair and square....hehe...then my aunt and uncle came over....haha and were tokin after they left we wen down to meet murugan and were tokin alot of stuff.....haha

Sun:

Mom bday today wished her a happy bday...oh and told her haha u 49 aready...old lady aready hehe so bad rite...but i jus cant help it....hehe..notty me...then wen temple...wit kumar....wen mustafa centre bought a movie...and a perfume for mum as present.....walk all the way to peace centre to eat haianese chicken rice...k sry not sure of spelling ....then took bus wen to hougang mall play at the arcade hehe...left arond 2+ and wen home to find my dad complaining abt murugan....cos he had foot rot...and don want to see doc...and here we go again to TTSH....haiz....my dad was there wit murugan i and kumar waited outside....murugan was damn pale cos we frightened him all the way they were gona cut his toe away hehe...such a scary cat....
wen home....frm there east coast park...ate seafood walk around the beach...


Well tats abt it....la....haha yawn damn tired 6hours not enough...waaaa hehehe....

Note: for a mr educated asshole...don tink u so high standard u are cheapo...

hi again hehe....anyway yday wen to tampanies to meet kumar....for awhile and he told me he saw sumi.....i msg her and told her la tat my guy saw her and she told me yea she saw him too....and i ask her where is she i tot she was on her way hm ....but i was wrg...she was at tamp kfc....and she ask me to cum over.....and i did....well not oni me la kumar also came.......she was wit her cuz rathi and sis nisha....hehehe....and we tok abt alot of stuff then i and kumar head home la.....was nice meeting her after so long haha.....

Oh ya HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST KUTTY DAUGHTER AARATHI......MAY ALL UR WISHES CUM TRUE ALWAYS......GOD BLESS U......!!!!!!!!! haha oh ya i and kumar were in conference wit her and i wished her happy bday she wished me bac and im like confused is it my bday today notty aarathi make me forget my bday.....


HAPPY 4 MTHS ANNIVERSARY KUMAR LUV U ALOT !!!!!!!

hi today damn cold brrrrrrrrrrr....cos its raining outside and the air condition in my class is like eeeks a freezer....brrr.....im shivering later no cold drink hot drinks onli....remember tat rajes..... haha....

Im damn sleepy thxs kumar....he cant sleep make me stay awake....waaaaaa u owe me one.....sob sob.....later meetin him yea....weee....

Oh ya tmr is our 4 mths anniversary.....and my kutty daughter aarathi (kumar niece for ur info) birthday....how i wish she was my little gal......so clever haha...call my full name summore haha...cute rite.....

hmm fyp seems to be getting me stressed up cos supervisor keep giving us additional jobs.....but vanessa told me to finish wat im doin first.....if got time then do wat she said.....i agree wit her....i mean we don hv much time left its aready week 8..... oni 4 more weeks to go .....the last two weeks have to prepare report and presentation slides...so i jus gonna do wat i can i putting my alot of effort in it i hope the lecturer who are marking will appreciate it....god help us......u witness us working hard on it...so u noe it well enough rite.....

hmm iap is cumin up soon vanessa noes her attachment the rest of not yet...hmm i guess they are having a tough time choosing for us a place to work at .....haha don blame them.....kinda scared and nervous abt it......normal feeling rite? got sum tips from kumar abt working life the shuld and shuld nots haha....maybe one day i will type it in the blog alrite....

Tats abt it for today stay tune for more updates!!!!!!

hey....to all....my weekend was ok not so bad ....wen to meet menaga and family at vicky's dance performance....was great .....vicky as usual danced veri well...my kutty bf haha....don be jealous kumar...relax he is jus a kid.....haha

Then i he and murugan wen compass point look around....and i wen to the library to look for books to read oh ya and some IT books but the one i was looking for was not around.....and kumar and murugan were bored is it jus me oh are guys always bored wen it cum to library haiz haha ....later murugan wen to meet his friens @kallang....while i and kumar wen on home had a long tok.....

sunday noting much got up change the bedsheet clean my rm ate and bathe and wait for my dear to cum and spend time to watch a tamil movie in central.....yeah haha spending time wit him is so nice my stress jus go away fast....

Now.....i really beginning to feel f******** stressed up due to sum blady idiots stop it! Its my life i noe wat i wan and wat i don wan.....stop running my life ok......if u guys force me into doing sumthing i don like ......i will do sumthing drastic i really mean it...i cant take it ok....and stop tokin abt standards status and education....standard and status will neva last ....and education u can still do it no matter wateva age u are k.....don u guys dare hurt the ppl around me especially kumar and my friens i will kill u all i mean it wen i said tat..........

Condolences to Ghanna Anna Father may u rest in peace.....

Hi everyone.....haha.....k past two days kinda bz and stressed up over my fyp cos tis is week 7 and i onli hv 5 more weeks to go and i hv to get this things done so i can prepare for the presentation all....haiz im trying to find the dnn store module tutorial so i can do my wk fast urgh i cant seem to find it.....god pls let me fins asap....i don one to get stuck at that thing need to do other things also...and help vanessa also.....

Haiz of all days today my dear kumar forgot his hp.....HOW CAN A PERSON FORGET TAT OF ALL THINGS.....AAAAAAAAAAAAH.......how to contact him waaaaaaa.......he beta read his email and ans his off phone .....or im gonna kill him...humph....though its kinda funny hehe....he always said im forgetful....dear now who forgetful ah haha.....

hmm weekend is cumin cant wait for it.....fatin is cumin over to my hs yea....and so is my dear weeee

Hey...im back....after two days of mc due to a bad case of diarrhoea...(nt sure of spelling haha)....still kinda sick but i tink will be ok soon la .....After cumin back to sch got kinda shock to see so many students in sch....hmm fatin u are rite to tell me not to be surprised but i guess i was huh haha

Well back to fyp....to continue wit our project localization and the flea market....not an easy task ....but we are doin our best.....we can make it no matter wat....

My life is ok cool actually wit my dear kumar, fatin.....menaga all around noting is imperfect....still there are sumthings goin on and i really wish it will go away i jus wan tings to be ok......cant a person jus wish it tat way....haiz...pls god let all my probs go away.....

Oh ya ....

HAPPY BELATED B'DAY TO WEIYE AND MUZ.....MAY ALL UR WISHES CUM TRUE ALWAYS!!!

Hey i'm back wit my latest post haha....anyway tis week for fyp had a small presentation we had to present to a lecturer who we don noe about what project we doin and what software we are doin on and other stuff....well ours was suppose to be the third group but eventually our became 1st cos the supposedly first group some of the student were not in yet....so we presented what we could and what we have and he was ok wit our progress in our work....and gave us tips on we shuld present as i and vanessa were caught by surprise haha....but don wry sir our nxt presentation will be beta we promise....so overall rating for presentation it was OK!!

K tis mth financial status kinda bad hv to bdays cumin up one is my mum and the other kumar little niece aka my little daughter Aarathi bday......haha major burnt in my pockets but its ok.....as long as i set a budget for the gifts.....even kumar is sharing wit me so shuldnt be a prob....haha...

Heard that soon we will noe where we are attached to for our attachment ....not sure if it is true anot....but im kinda worried i pray to god that i wont have any prob wit my attachment...everything will go easy....god help me...pls....

well tmr gonna go and get sumthings for myself....after along time....don wry essential things so die die must get haha.....

Haha ya ....nowadays i feel like cooking fascinated by the recipes online i copy them to my handy dandy notebook haha....seems weird for a gal like me cos im not the type who like to get my hands dirty haha....but kumar said its gd so nxt time i can cook for him.....don wry dear i copy this recipes so that u also can cook wen im tired or sick....humph monkey he....

Abt my other prob welll only god can decide what to do abt it.....haiz.....hope everything goes well...

Oh ya fatin wen bac hmmm cos she not well ....well nenek tc urself ok.....

hey u all....so long no blog haha....i noe its weird but hey atleast i hope it gets ur attention huh...
well tis post is abt wat happ for the past few days....well notin exciting actually....but atleast it kept me bz....haha

So far my project is like giving me alot of stress wit the localization and the additional module...eeks so many vb codes....not sumthin i like....hate programming...but as usual i always end up wit it....haiz well i and vanessa hv been putting in all our effort into it...and tmr is the presentation hope everything goes well.....

Congrats to sumi on getting into poly....and gd luck to u di....and for those who didnt...don giv up jus cos u neva got into poly there are other ways in doin ur dip/deg....so don giv up ok....and ppl around don upset them more...ok they need ur encouragement...not ur dumb questions........

Well sat wen temple....was kinda at peace....kumar brought me there and told me every sat he bring me there....and i said sure....its a gd thing to do ....and i luv goin temple wit him...cos i cant tok in proper tamil...need help...haha...after tat wen to eat ahh there cums the interesting part...wen were eating a pidgeon..shit on kumar hehe....couldnt help laughing....hehe....he was tryin to make fin the food....thxs pidgeon....sry kumar....haha

Well tats abt it....keep a lookout for my other updates

adios amigos!

K such a boring day today and was damn sleepy....haiz....and best part im not well not gd start in the morning ah....wat to do life is unfair at times...oh god....

K doin some research abt localization the whole morning....and trying to figure it out by end of this week atleast....

Oh ya ppl today is APRIL FOOL' S DAY !!!! haha so far fooled my guy my granma my bestie haha....fun yea.....but the best one was fooling menaga haha cos i tried for so many yrs....and i couldnt fool her but tis time she really got fooled haha sry di....but i did it atlast....haha....woohoo....

wk 6 of the presentation is cumin upp and im gonna do my best for it....no matter wat....me and vanessa hv put in our best for this fyp.....so i really hope the teacher appreciate it....

Well tats abt it....

Hey ppl....haha well my weekend was kinda ok....i wont say it was gd la...but sat was great i karthik fatin and kumar wen for dinner and caught the movie shutter haha....was damn cool i tink the bravest among us was me and karthik cos kumar don like some disgusting parts fatin uhm was scared out of her seat ( gal its jus a phrase ) haha....hehe its was damn interesting haha fatin wana watch another horror film hehe ......luv the poster hehe......

Sunday was home the whole day....doin assignments for my tution students signing up again for my basic theory.....and did sum practice for it online....watch tv.... haiz realize alot of hv been goin on behind my back....but wateva it is i hv made my decision and im not backing out on it.....i noe wat im doin whether u all don believe in me anot....i don care....i noe wat i wan.....i will make it in life and when i do....u are gonna come begging for forgiveness....i mean it....





I jus don seem to get it y ppl tis days don bother to stay in contact...and tell stories and excuses ....which is damn lame wen its tat person fault itself.....i hope they change to the best before its too late......and don said tat becoz of tis person u move away cos tat person is jus an innocent party....and stop bringing their bf /gf into it pls for heavens sake....stop being small kids and be matured if u hv probs tok to the perosn involve and stop giving stupid excuses cos it may be both at fault or one at fault....k





FYP wk 5 seven more weeks to go for iap kinda nervous.....eeeks.....

Hi ....k last week was kinda bz wit my sch and my personal life eventually my weekend was kind of rocking also....well here is wat i did...

Sat:

Ok sat i met kumar at bugis and wen to watch step up 2....wow it was damn nice the dance moves the songs were rocking .....well almost felt like getting up and dancing hehe...then after the movie...when to changi airport to watch the planes its one of my favs....and ate out dinner at popeye hehe....eventually couldnt finish the food...too full haha...and wen hm....was damn tired....

Sun:
Early morning got up bathe change and met kumar at little india to go temple...to pray....and guess who i saw there menaga and her family...her mum smiled at me and i felt damn shy....hehe...anyway...they came and tok to me and kumar then they left i and kumar also sat at the temple for a while then we left to eat at ananda bhavan.....then wen to his bro shop for a while....after tat wen to ibiso collect my check and wen to cck....to see his niece....well she was bored at hm and we brought her to bukit panjang plaza....bought for her bubble tea...and she drank it and said i ask for blueberry...and i said uhm aarathi its is blueberry....she said no don have blue wat...i am like haiz kids tis days....so smart....haiz haha...we brought her to the second level and play in the playground and thxs to monkey kumar .... she noes my name and keep calling me my full name....till we reach hm....haha....

hmm tis is the 4th week of fyp and we are starting to hv some progress in our project tats all for now.

There will photo updates later.

K for everyone's info today results is gonna be out and im damn nervous terrified worried and other worse feelings i always feel ......are around now....and im in tears also....cos im damn scared like shit.....i wk damn hard tis term.....i really need to pass.....to all the gods io pray to pls let me pass....i will promise to go temple every mth....and fulfil the promise i made to u.....

Reason of y i need to pass is i don wan to let kumar down i mean he was there wen i need him and he was encouraging me to study and make me it someone who will achieve in life...was always there wen i was studyin or doin my project to make sur ei do it properly and not play around.........

I jus wan to do it for him only....i really want make proud of me....pls help me god.


Yea fatin is bac in sch, u beta be here today or else i will have to cum knocking at ur door la nenek......hehe...

haiz tis is the 3rd week of fyp....and im damn sleepy and tired....still cant sleep well and havin some health issues...which i don wish to disclose....haiz i and vanessa well we are still trying to figure out how to the the module map and localization for the programme

But as usual we cant seem to find wat we want....its not so easy....as we tot it is....haiz....well trying our best to surf the net and read the books our supervisor had given us....hmm i tink i hv to go to the library one day to do more research on the project and on the programme im using on....and guess who i will bring along....haha obviously kumar....always a gd help to me...in my studies....luv u for tat dear....

Well wed results will be out....tis time im rite....im scared veri terrified is the correct word for it....im veri worried...i push myself veri hard tis sem....and i wan to do well badly ....i don one to disappoint my bf at all.....who was there to make sure i studied and write my notes for me...thxs dear.....

God pls help me....i really need to pass i promise u i will go temple every mth....to c u....i promise...

PS: Fatin neva cum to sch today cos she is sick get well soon

ok gd am to all...yawn...damn sleepy today did not hv much sleep at all tis days...not sure y....but i tink i got too many worries in my head tats y i cant sleep according to wat kumar said not sure if it is true anot but i guess so....

Well according....to one of my lecturer, he said my results will be out today.....eventually its not out at all....i hv been tricked...i was like so stressed up and in tears...worried the whole nite fatin kumar and menaga all knew i was so upset....haiz i cant take tis anymore....god pls let me pass i don wan to fail anything i jus wan to pass and go on wit my fyp till may 23....pls.....i beg u....

Early mornin small fight wit kumar....i was wondering y he neva reply my email....and i sms him ....he called and i ask where is he and y he neva reply...he shout at me and said he was bz and hang up....i was like shock angry upset and in tears....but he called bac and said sry umpteen times....pls kumar don show ur anger at me ok...im aready hv alot of worries im my mind.....and im tired of all tis nonsense.....

Today Fyp day 10 and there isnt anything much to do....kind of bored so im jus reading up some notes...and blogging....haiz....


Is this torment ever gonna end .....and will it end happily......?

kk ppl keep hearing tis Update! Update tooo often aready....so here is my update haha....
Well last week was my start of FYP....and it was so fun actually it was kinda boring as....we do our research do the wk the supervisor give us to do pretty fast later we got notin much to ......most of them in my class play game or chat ......me hehe....email my bf ......(obviously i email him cos he is at wk, his wkplace cant use msn duh).....

Nw tis is my 2nd week of FYP....and hv alot of planning and doing some work on certain things and read up on some books my supervisor gave.....hmm....vanessa got 1 bk....i got two .....waaaaaaaaa....it will take me more then a mth to read finish.....

Well tis friday .....is dooms day for me .....results will be out im damn worried and scared i really need to pass.....seriously .....as long as i pass....im happy i don wan fail any modules and repeat again....i will cry and give easily..... i noe myself damn well enough...haiz god pls help me.....


Well miss my frens who wen for iap i wonder wen i will c them again (they didnt go overseases duh...haha) .....

Well tis days i got my granma, kumar and fatin supporting me all the way....im glad of tat.....thxs alot....

tats abt it for nw stay tune for more updates....adios....

Haiz.....exams are over now waiting for results....i need to do well tis term i jus got too....i suffered alot tis term ........god pls help me i made a promise to u and i will give it to u as promised.....

Alot of things hv been happening tis few days....hw its gonna end onli god noes....i jus hope tat everything ends well......

Tis days i hv been realising several things and changes in my life...ppl who i tot for so long tat they are my friends and my god bros are not who i tink they are....i realise who are trustworthy and who are always there wen im in prob or in need of a shoulder to lean on......

I don need tis kind of ppl around me no more...all i need is ppl who are close to me and will be there for me....i noe who they are.....thxs to tis ppl i am who i am now.....to those ppl who i hv mention above i hv noting to say to u all anymore....if i eva cya outside i will jus say hi and jus go on my work.....as a person once said to me...."You think wat we friends will be wit u forever is it , we hv our own life to live" eventually the person words hv cum true......to tis person....hope u are happy nw.....

Thxs to fatin faekah liza and my dear kumar for being there for me
adios

Hey guys!! k haven update my blog for sumtime...so here is the update for this week....well on 14 feb it was Valentine's day...wen out wit my dear.....n he got me tis winnie the pooh bear and couple ring which was engraved...... then wen to have our lunch and wen to fort canning to relax....and tok abt our future....haiz....oh ya my dad told me to get sumthing for my mum for valentines day...haha kumar told me to get a perfume but i didnt listen i got my mum a bag instead....and guess wat mum didnt like the bag.....hehe and i put the blame on kumar haha sry dear jus cant help it hehe....

Well....the next few days was stressful trying to teach my student .....for his exams and studying for my exams and still ill.....on and off...haiz....hey Mr Flu beta get cured la i cant afford to get sick anymore.....duh.......It was also a stressful week for my dear...but im glad he is ok now....don wry dear.....everything will be fine....its a test for us...we will get through it......

Yday.....met sumi her sis menaga n her bf.....met them @ vivo city after so long i brought kumar along......wit me hehe bodyguard......we were toking laughing we had a great time oh ya sumi bought for me n menaga earrings for v'day thxs di luv ya....oh ya cant wait for ur 21st bday bash....haha.....miss them lots....

Well nxt two weeks im having my exams for 3 papers OSM, IP and Computing Maths 2.....need to prepare for all ......i hv a feeling its not gonna be easy but im gonna do my best and study hard....to achieve my goals and make my dear proud.....

well gd luck to MI0615 for the exams.......

To ppl who noe me a msg for u all.......


STOP ASSUMING THINGS!!!!!!!!!!

AND

STOP MAKING ASSUMPTIONS!!!!!!!


DONT ANYHOW THINK THAT WE DON WAN TOK TO

U ALL....LA PLS AH.......


CLARIFY THINGS BEFORE ASSUMING


IF U GUYS KEEP ON ASSUMING THINGS THEN IM

SRY TO SAY BUT THE MORE U ASSUME THE MORE

PPL U LUV WHETHER FAMILY FRIENS OR THE

GF/BF.....

THEY WILL LEAVE U COS U DON SEEM TO UNDERSTAND THEM......

GET IT!!!!!!!

YEAH !!!! Common Test is over......yippee.....at last i can rest for few days before starting my revision on exam.....i gonna work damn hard to ace all my modules......

Thanks to my dear friens liza faekah n fatin for being there wit me....and helping me wit my studies......

Special thxs to my dear who wrote my notes for me when i was studying for a test ......and giving support.....when ever i need it.....luv u so much dear.....

K ....... to all those who noe me u can contact me .....as im free now.....

Haiz am really stressed up like hell .....not enough sleep.....most of the time study for test or doin project.....which i am fed up about especially IP its damn tough....and some of the things im nt sure wat they are asking us to do.....urgh.....

All i noe is tat i hv done my best....and wateva the lecturer is gonna say im nt gona say anything im gonna push myself for the IP exam to ace it .....I don give up easily....even if i don i try to make up for it some way or another......

Common test is next wk from 30Jan - 1 feb.......haiz i need to do well for this subject......

Oh ya jus got to know tat i n fatin are goin to do project first and we will do attachement later......while liza n faekah do attachement first project later......oh god.......we are seperated....nt fair......y does tis hv to happen..........haiz


Hope everything goes well.....God pls help us.......

Thanks to my friens liza faekah fatin CJ aka monyet hehe.....(PS:A nickname for u) haha...n my dear kumar for being there for me....

K guys, sry for nt updating my blog....here is the latest news , last sat Fatin, CJ, Kumar and I went to watch this movie one missed call .....at first ms fatin was damn scared as she don like horror movie tat much but .....guess wat the movie was not so scary....but there were some overreacting ppl who were screaming for no reason....haha....oh ya seats in bugis cinema haha tat was another story.... the seats were so tall tat fatin had difficulty watchin the movie...... haha


Well this few weeks will be damn bz due to presentation and tests and few weeks time im havin exams.....haiz damn bz and stressed.....hope i can make it.......

To those ppl who i hv not been tokin and meeting wit so sry hv been very bz......i will contact u guys soon

Love is sumthing special in ur heart

Especially when u find someone

who is the one

Luv u dear.... :)

Well today, had coms skills 2 presentation.....was well done ......me liza faekah n fatin....all did hey gals giv urself a pat on ur backs we did great today.....no matter wat tat monyet cikgu tell.....

Then after break we had IP Practicals......its so damn......hard........damn hell....i had a tough time doin it .......i don even noe wat the hell i was doin.....any how do......was damn scared wen teacher was marking my work cos before me several of my classmates......wen in and came out with a grim face.....nt a gd sign.....wen i wen in wit fatin i was expecting the worst but end up .....guess wat happ i passed.....hehe weird.....


After tat wen for tution.....n my darls came to fetch me n send me hm....thxs dear for making me calm dwn....before presentation.....n encouraging me in wateva i do.....thxs i luv u so much n miss u tooo........

Haiz am damn tired and stressed as i got two presentation to go.....two more projects sry make it three......haiz then got so many test cumin up oh god pls help me....i seem to be exhausted wen i cum hm frm sch ....no energy tis days....im feelin rather weak......haiz.....i guess maybe nt enough of rest.....

To my dearest darls.....thxs for being there for me wen im dwn.....n wanting to help me wi my project....and also....advise me wen im in doubt oh abt to do sumtin thank you .....i luv u always......

K after so long im blogging again , today at last hand in my WDEP project whooohooo yea arh haha

But kinda upset cos still got make few mistakes.....hope nt much marks are cut.......

Thanks darling for being there with me wen im down n stressed.....and helping me with my project....still 3am on sat and came back on sun too continue the project with me till i fin it .....luv u so much dear....it seems like we are inseperable.....cant wait to be together wit u in 2years time.......

I luv you so much till death do us part......

Hey HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL! mAY THIS YEAR BE THE BEST YEAR EVA!

K last year starting was quite bad for me but in the ending i was happy .....found the love of my life ....found new friens noe wat my goals in life are .......

My new year resolutions for tis year:

Study hard n get good grades

Be happy and keep my darls happy

Everyone to be well n hv no probs at all ( PS: This is nt a resolution it seems like a wish to me)


Well yday wen to celebrate new year wit darls had lots of fun hhehe