Wow after so long im writing in my blog....came bac frm aus perth yday had a great time there

Upon reachin there it was damn cold 7 degree celcious....brrr...haha....then wen to my cuz hs

mum cook there....then wen to temple wow it was peaceful.....haiz.....oh ya i rode a horse feed

kangaroo sheep cow goat hehe.....thank god neva drop of the horse....then wen to

pinnacles,fermantle oh ya n shopping ......but i didnt buy much my bro did though haha.......alot

of stuff.......haiz.....major shopper man.....but overall i enjoyed the peace n tranquility

there....haiz....i cant believe im bac in choatic singapore....haha


Smile Always (",)
Rajes

Makin a decision in life is sumthing normal to everyone

but it may effect others also oni thing is in my case it will oni effect me pretty badly

i don hv a choice in tis case.....i don wan ppl to tink

im such a person .....bt i especailly dn wan

my beastie to tink im like tat in the near future.....

i dn noe if its gonna hurt me anot bt i hope

others will be happy abt it.....i think they will be....lol


Smile Always (",)
Rajes

haiz.....its jus doesnt seem to stop.....one prob ends another pops out frm nwhere....haiz...
wat did i do to deserve tis all i did was wen out wit my bestie bf who is also my close frien...n i told her before i wen so did he tat we were meetin up n stuff.....n we did had fun...though....wen i gt bac hm i receive a call frm him tellin me the my frien was upset abt it.....i ask sumi n she told me my bestie was upset wit me cause i neva told her earlier ...n i told her i was bz in the mornin n by the time i fin it was time for me to get ready n stuff bt i msg her before i left....n i told sumi tat atleast i did told her even though it was late....n i even ask twice if i should meet him anot...n if u don i won meet at all....she made me so upset....i noe her for 7 yrs .....n tis is hw much trust she has in me is it.....wat did i do.....he is also my frien wats wrg in goin out wit him.....if u told me u don like then fine i wouldnt even hv gone u didnt even say anything.....urgh....all i can say is tat u hurt me badly...n i don noe if i can forgive n forget abt tis ...... i jus cant believe u are like tat...best part u don even wan to tok to me at all....im fine wit it...all i noe is i didnt do anything wrg even if it my bf n u wen out wit him i dn mind cause i trust him n i trust u......i hope tis ans ur question di....


Nt Smiling :(
Rajes

PLs stop asking me the same question......i don noe if im celebrating.....my b'day...n i don noe if my parents are gonna celebrate anot.......ok jus pls don ask me anything......being 21 is jus a normal thing to me alrite...SO IM GONNA CELEBRATE IT ON MY OWN....HATE BEING 21....



sMILE aLWAYS(",)
rAJES

urgh hate u to the core since 12 yrs old all u did was condemn me all the way...embarrassed me everywhere u go .......for tat reason i threw mud all over u face n came in top in PSLE....U called me STUPID , U CALLED ME A BASTARD WAT OTHER NAME U HV FOR MA AH.....IM SICK N TIRED OF UR NONSENSE....IM CONTROLLING MY ANGER CAUSE OF MUM......TO ME U HV BEEN DEAD FOR 8 YRS......GO TO HELL!!! URGH I HATE U!!! : (



smILE aLWAYS (",)
rAJES

Haiz holiday started but its so boring wen out yesterday wit menaga n sumi.....was so excited to meet them n rush as fast possible to meet them but....i felt as if my hopes drop in the pit of no return....wen i saw R.......urgh...i told sumi tat i was so happy to meet u guys but wen i saw her i felt upset n she was said she had no choice cause she followed them....haiz...first time i felt upset n regret in meeting them i wonder y.....menaga was complaining abt sumthing then i told her beta dn be stubborn or else its gonna affect ur life....she jus said look who is toking haha....ya she is rite i am stubborn bt im nt attached....haiz really hurt me like hell....wen i said i dn wan a guy they all like yaya rite wateva....y doesnt anyone undertand me for once....wat do u all noe abt me hw i feel wat i wen through....u all think its easy bt its isnt alrite....i like the way i am.....k i admit it im scared to go in a relationship....aft wat happ....i cant take another step n i don wish too in 2 more yrs i wont be around.....so i don see y i mus hv a guy....no one seems to understand me tis days nt even my friens....ah wat the heck i cant be bothered wat eva u guys one to say go ahead....its nt gonna hurt me anymore...

Happy Birthday to my close friens Ramesh Zack Meitong and Peiyi!!

Smile Always(",)
Rajes