Hey ppl....haha well my weekend was kinda ok....i wont say it was gd la...but sat was great i karthik fatin and kumar wen for dinner and caught the movie shutter haha....was damn cool i tink the bravest among us was me and karthik cos kumar don like some disgusting parts fatin uhm was scared out of her seat ( gal its jus a phrase ) haha....hehe its was damn interesting haha fatin wana watch another horror film hehe ......luv the poster hehe......

Sunday was home the whole day....doin assignments for my tution students signing up again for my basic theory.....and did sum practice for it online....watch tv.... haiz realize alot of hv been goin on behind my back....but wateva it is i hv made my decision and im not backing out on it.....i noe wat im doin whether u all don believe in me anot....i don care....i noe wat i wan.....i will make it in life and when i do....u are gonna come begging for forgiveness....i mean it....





I jus don seem to get it y ppl tis days don bother to stay in contact...and tell stories and excuses ....which is damn lame wen its tat person fault itself.....i hope they change to the best before its too late......and don said tat becoz of tis person u move away cos tat person is jus an innocent party....and stop bringing their bf /gf into it pls for heavens sake....stop being small kids and be matured if u hv probs tok to the perosn involve and stop giving stupid excuses cos it may be both at fault or one at fault....k





FYP wk 5 seven more weeks to go for iap kinda nervous.....eeeks.....

Hi ....k last week was kinda bz wit my sch and my personal life eventually my weekend was kind of rocking also....well here is wat i did...

Sat:

Ok sat i met kumar at bugis and wen to watch step up 2....wow it was damn nice the dance moves the songs were rocking .....well almost felt like getting up and dancing hehe...then after the movie...when to changi airport to watch the planes its one of my favs....and ate out dinner at popeye hehe....eventually couldnt finish the food...too full haha...and wen hm....was damn tired....

Sun:
Early morning got up bathe change and met kumar at little india to go temple...to pray....and guess who i saw there menaga and her family...her mum smiled at me and i felt damn shy....hehe...anyway...they came and tok to me and kumar then they left i and kumar also sat at the temple for a while then we left to eat at ananda bhavan.....then wen to his bro shop for a while....after tat wen to ibiso collect my check and wen to cck....to see his niece....well she was bored at hm and we brought her to bukit panjang plaza....bought for her bubble tea...and she drank it and said i ask for blueberry...and i said uhm aarathi its is blueberry....she said no don have blue wat...i am like haiz kids tis days....so smart....haiz haha...we brought her to the second level and play in the playground and thxs to monkey kumar .... she noes my name and keep calling me my full name....till we reach hm....haha....

hmm tis is the 4th week of fyp and we are starting to hv some progress in our project tats all for now.

There will photo updates later.

K for everyone's info today results is gonna be out and im damn nervous terrified worried and other worse feelings i always feel ......are around now....and im in tears also....cos im damn scared like shit.....i wk damn hard tis term.....i really need to pass.....to all the gods io pray to pls let me pass....i will promise to go temple every mth....and fulfil the promise i made to u.....

Reason of y i need to pass is i don wan to let kumar down i mean he was there wen i need him and he was encouraging me to study and make me it someone who will achieve in life...was always there wen i was studyin or doin my project to make sur ei do it properly and not play around.........

I jus wan to do it for him only....i really want make proud of me....pls help me god.


Yea fatin is bac in sch, u beta be here today or else i will have to cum knocking at ur door la nenek......hehe...

haiz tis is the 3rd week of fyp....and im damn sleepy and tired....still cant sleep well and havin some health issues...which i don wish to disclose....haiz i and vanessa well we are still trying to figure out how to the the module map and localization for the programme

But as usual we cant seem to find wat we want....its not so easy....as we tot it is....haiz....well trying our best to surf the net and read the books our supervisor had given us....hmm i tink i hv to go to the library one day to do more research on the project and on the programme im using on....and guess who i will bring along....haha obviously kumar....always a gd help to me...in my studies....luv u for tat dear....

Well wed results will be out....tis time im rite....im scared veri terrified is the correct word for it....im veri worried...i push myself veri hard tis sem....and i wan to do well badly ....i don one to disappoint my bf at all.....who was there to make sure i studied and write my notes for me...thxs dear.....

God pls help me....i really need to pass i promise u i will go temple every mth....to c u....i promise...

PS: Fatin neva cum to sch today cos she is sick get well soon

ok gd am to all...yawn...damn sleepy today did not hv much sleep at all tis days...not sure y....but i tink i got too many worries in my head tats y i cant sleep according to wat kumar said not sure if it is true anot but i guess so....

Well according....to one of my lecturer, he said my results will be out today.....eventually its not out at all....i hv been tricked...i was like so stressed up and in tears...worried the whole nite fatin kumar and menaga all knew i was so upset....haiz i cant take tis anymore....god pls let me pass i don wan to fail anything i jus wan to pass and go on wit my fyp till may 23....pls.....i beg u....

Early mornin small fight wit kumar....i was wondering y he neva reply my email....and i sms him ....he called and i ask where is he and y he neva reply...he shout at me and said he was bz and hang up....i was like shock angry upset and in tears....but he called bac and said sry umpteen times....pls kumar don show ur anger at me ok...im aready hv alot of worries im my mind.....and im tired of all tis nonsense.....

Today Fyp day 10 and there isnt anything much to do....kind of bored so im jus reading up some notes...and blogging....haiz....


Is this torment ever gonna end .....and will it end happily......?

kk ppl keep hearing tis Update! Update tooo often aready....so here is my update haha....
Well last week was my start of FYP....and it was so fun actually it was kinda boring as....we do our research do the wk the supervisor give us to do pretty fast later we got notin much to ......most of them in my class play game or chat ......me hehe....email my bf ......(obviously i email him cos he is at wk, his wkplace cant use msn duh).....

Nw tis is my 2nd week of FYP....and hv alot of planning and doing some work on certain things and read up on some books my supervisor gave.....hmm....vanessa got 1 bk....i got two .....waaaaaaaaa....it will take me more then a mth to read finish.....

Well tis friday .....is dooms day for me .....results will be out im damn worried and scared i really need to pass.....seriously .....as long as i pass....im happy i don wan fail any modules and repeat again....i will cry and give easily..... i noe myself damn well enough...haiz god pls help me.....


Well miss my frens who wen for iap i wonder wen i will c them again (they didnt go overseases duh...haha) .....

Well tis days i got my granma, kumar and fatin supporting me all the way....im glad of tat.....thxs alot....

tats abt it for nw stay tune for more updates....adios....