Haiz am really stressed up like hell .....not enough sleep.....most of the time study for test or doin project.....which i am fed up about especially IP its damn tough....and some of the things im nt sure wat they are asking us to do.....urgh.....

All i noe is tat i hv done my best....and wateva the lecturer is gonna say im nt gona say anything im gonna push myself for the IP exam to ace it .....I don give up easily....even if i don i try to make up for it some way or another......

Common test is next wk from 30Jan - 1 feb.......haiz i need to do well for this subject......

Oh ya jus got to know tat i n fatin are goin to do project first and we will do attachement later......while liza n faekah do attachement first project later......oh god.......we are seperated....nt fair......y does tis hv to happen..........haiz


Hope everything goes well.....God pls help us.......

Thanks to my friens liza faekah fatin CJ aka monyet hehe.....(PS:A nickname for u) haha...n my dear kumar for being there for me....

K guys, sry for nt updating my blog....here is the latest news , last sat Fatin, CJ, Kumar and I went to watch this movie one missed call .....at first ms fatin was damn scared as she don like horror movie tat much but .....guess wat the movie was not so scary....but there were some overreacting ppl who were screaming for no reason....haha....oh ya seats in bugis cinema haha tat was another story.... the seats were so tall tat fatin had difficulty watchin the movie...... haha


Well this few weeks will be damn bz due to presentation and tests and few weeks time im havin exams.....haiz damn bz and stressed.....hope i can make it.......

To those ppl who i hv not been tokin and meeting wit so sry hv been very bz......i will contact u guys soon

Love is sumthing special in ur heart

Especially when u find someone

who is the one

Luv u dear.... :)

Well today, had coms skills 2 presentation.....was well done ......me liza faekah n fatin....all did hey gals giv urself a pat on ur backs we did great today.....no matter wat tat monyet cikgu tell.....

Then after break we had IP Practicals......its so damn......hard........damn hell....i had a tough time doin it .......i don even noe wat the hell i was doin.....any how do......was damn scared wen teacher was marking my work cos before me several of my classmates......wen in and came out with a grim face.....nt a gd sign.....wen i wen in wit fatin i was expecting the worst but end up .....guess wat happ i passed.....hehe weird.....


After tat wen for tution.....n my darls came to fetch me n send me hm....thxs dear for making me calm dwn....before presentation.....n encouraging me in wateva i do.....thxs i luv u so much n miss u tooo........

Haiz am damn tired and stressed as i got two presentation to go.....two more projects sry make it three......haiz then got so many test cumin up oh god pls help me....i seem to be exhausted wen i cum hm frm sch ....no energy tis days....im feelin rather weak......haiz.....i guess maybe nt enough of rest.....

To my dearest darls.....thxs for being there for me wen im dwn.....n wanting to help me wi my project....and also....advise me wen im in doubt oh abt to do sumtin thank you .....i luv u always......

K after so long im blogging again , today at last hand in my WDEP project whooohooo yea arh haha

But kinda upset cos still got make few mistakes.....hope nt much marks are cut.......

Thanks darling for being there with me wen im down n stressed.....and helping me with my project....still 3am on sat and came back on sun too continue the project with me till i fin it .....luv u so much dear....it seems like we are inseperable.....cant wait to be together wit u in 2years time.......

I luv you so much till death do us part......

Hey HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL! mAY THIS YEAR BE THE BEST YEAR EVA!

K last year starting was quite bad for me but in the ending i was happy .....found the love of my life ....found new friens noe wat my goals in life are .......

My new year resolutions for tis year:

Study hard n get good grades

Be happy and keep my darls happy

Everyone to be well n hv no probs at all ( PS: This is nt a resolution it seems like a wish to me)


Well yday wen to celebrate new year wit darls had lots of fun hhehe

Haha hi ppl im bac after the recent comman test i tink i really deserve a break frm studies and try to relax myself before school starts again.....well yday i wen to teach tution for two hours n met my anna( god bro) n anni ( sis-in-law) n kumar for a movie which is alvin n the chipmunks it was damn funny actually my god bro didnt wan to watch it at all cos he tot it was dumb but guess who was laughing all the way monkey bro haha n kumar was sleepin wen the movie was on haha poor boy was damn tired ah ......after the movie had to get bac hm haiz thxs kumar for sending me hm.......hehe....oh ya to those who hv nt watch tis movie die die mus watch ok

Haiz tis week veri tired n exhausted sial......so many test so many things to do ....haiz thxs to peiyi vanessa limin faekah liza fatin kumar kamal n vani n my sis for being there for me without u guys i don noe hw i would be like thxs luv u guys alot.........

Oh ya here are some pics which shuld hv been uploaded long time bac..... here they are:

ok ok ppl here is my latest update after so long....haha k mango here it is .....hope u are happy ah hehehe....

K have not been updating my blog fo ra long time cos was damn bz wit proposal project reports work ......haiz damn exhausted man.....i don even hv time for myself at all nor for my family....Well wdp proposal was the toughest of all.....had to design site structure and stuff wow i remembered i had to redo some tough cos i made mistake .......i remembered i and liza doin the project at our own homes from afternoon till next morning 3am ( if you are asking hw tat was possible for me n her to do our projects together duh msn online ) next morning we start on osm......haiz........following monday was my first day to teach tution...and i was kinda nervous...cos

a) i don noe hw to go to the place cos its at woodlands

b) i wonder wat impression the student and their parents will hv on me

and i ended up getting lost in woodlands.... n ended goin places familiar to me....wen my god father place near karthik aka Aj house....haha....thank god the monkey was at camp if nt mati mus ans many question....hehe...eventually i took a cab n wen there......n it was as bad as i tot....hehe

tuesday had ec test i tried to study it n memorize it well was damn hard ...... damn there was tis question step 3 was damn hard....but guess wat i wrote the ans n erase it haha...smart rite...wen at last.....the lecturer gave the answer....i was so frustrated....waaaaaaaaaaa

wednesday so called off day....but wen to teach tution n wen to my aunt hs on thurs to c her as she wen for surgery .....hehe n was jokin around wit my cuz n uncle ...wish my kutty bro saravanan was there ....miss ya bro......wen home n kamal annah vani n kumar called my hp n tok to me till 2.30 am....kumar n kamal.....were teasing me the whole time... haha....n tell ghost story tink abt it ah ....i sitting in the dark .....n hearing tis scary sial after tat cant sleep kumar kept me company.....till i slept .....haha but i got a shock n got up cos my hp vibrate damn was scared out of my life.......

haha....yday was doin CS2.....till 12.30.....was damn stressed haiz......now tat the project is over....im glad but i still got a few more to do but i can do it .......

Fatin sry if i showed my anger at u today ....was not in a gd mood.....

Thanks to fatin faekah liza priya karthik aka AJ kamal vani n kumar

HAPPY DEEPAVALI TO ALL.....

Well, on the eve of deepavali was doing alot of hs work cleaning up trying help mum n granma....
around 11pm murugan came to my plcae to giv me deepavali card n was watchin the variety show till 12.30pm n left i wen to lite up the oil lamps which i always do......

The day of deepavali got up dressed n prayed n waited for my friens to come karthik aka AJ, weiye ,jingyuan, faekah , fatin , liza and zack.....had fun haha......was jokin around n tokin wit all of them....after so long i saw karthik n had a great tok wit him.......But miss my sis she couldnt make due to her cuz being in hospital...hey jessica akka i pray u will get well soon....

Nw am kinda tired n exhausted.....well tmr bac to sch n bac to hit the books back to stress land haha.......

Luv my friens alot...thxs guys

Luv my friens alot

HI all......so long since i update my blog....haha k la fatin today saya update ok.....well starting od the day was kinda depressing for me trying to figure out why vpc don wan to work in my pc....guess wat mine is windows vista home edition tats y it doesnt work....aiyo...bad luck....oh ya nw to the interesting part of the story .....uhm nt exactly story la but wat exactly happen....fatin came to sch today kind of late .....reason he shoe was torn....n she couldnt walk trust me i noe....n i saw ......n we had class till 8.30pm.....i mean imagine her walking wit a torn shoe....damn tat sucks.....so i told her there is two ways one we wait for the 6pm break n go out of sch to buy slipper to wear or go nw as at 12+ eventhough gt class @ 1pm.......n i also told if goin to buy can go hougang point n i could go hm n leave my laptop at hm....eventually we wen on our first break took a cab i drop her at hg point while i wen hm to drop my sweet laptop (luv ya alot)....haha....mum was shock to see me....ask me to makan ....i said no gt to go late for sch astala vista baby hehe....in ur dreams i said like tat....anyway met fatin bac @ hg point...n we had to wait for a cab for abt 10mins i tink at last a taxi came the taxi kind of a new model pretty posh la felt like we are rich riding in it hehe....wen we entered class the teacher ask fatin hw did u manage to change ur slippers...imagine the shock on our faces....eventually dearest faekah told teacher wat happ so tat he wont misunderstand tats so sweet of her...oh ya muz also ask fatin haha.....rest no need to say la.....imagine ok....haha....well OSM project i n liza did well we tot it was tough ok la but nxt week we have to do again i hope we can do it.....god pls be wit us.....


I wonder y u leave me tis way

why u make me cry

why the memories i had wit u hurts me nw

why do i wan u around wen i noe it will neva happen

why why why

i really am trying to hate you

but i cant seem to do it

cos u are my one n only one

in my heart

nw and forever.........

Wow after so long i am updating my blog damn bz wit deepavali preparation and school am damn exhausted and stressed up....will tis ever end im trying to finish up my project stuff before deepavali so tat i wont hv to worry abt it.......

Am glad tat i hv good friens wit me at my side luv u guys alot.....


Since you left me, i felt at a loss.....

felt that there is no point in living but i was wrg

Since you left me, i hv a shoulder to lean on

a shoulder to cry

a life to live, goals to achieve,

yes i hv my dearest friens wit me

and i luv them more then you nw

Wow damn tired sial.....sch was ok nt so much subjects today but was kinda stressed wit two of my modules OSM n IS haiz veri tough the project but im gonna do my best n work hard for the project....n study damn hard for all my modules....jia you rajes haha....

Sch was ok had fun wit my besties faekah fatin n liza ....cant wait to go out wit them nxt wed oh ya fatin beta help me wit wat to wear haha u veri particular wat wit colours haha....

One part of me is kinda lonely one part of me is strong......wishing for a certain thing to be in my life n brighten it up i hope it cums soon...cos im really in need of one jus abt nw.....

Sry ppl hav nt been updating my blog....cos my internet was dwn.....k nw for some updates in my life....haha k tis is damn hilarious haha....n dwn wit flu jus my luck to hv it nw damn u.....

To begin jus started my new term in sch kinda stress wit the projects it seems like we have to complete in a rush n best part deepavali is on its way....damn hw am i gonna handle it....god pls be there for me........oh ya was happy to c my friens n classmates after a long time...lots of changes in us all for the best ......oni one person neva change danial n his hugs n kisses....ewwwww...yucks...haha...jus jokin monkey.....hehe......


K deepavali preparation well goin smooth la, wen shoppin yday bought sum stuff but need to buy summore stuff nxt week....haiz i so exhausted ......need my 8hours of sleep man.....

ok nt much to say for nw stay tune to the nxt update haha ok lame i noe haha....k adios

Hey ppl jus got bac frm chalet had alot of fun there.....was playin games wen for a walk @ the beach, tok wit priya's cuzzins her aunts n was playin wit jerusha,esther,aaron n desilva....oh ya we were also tellin ghost story damn spooky till we had to go in group to our rm to sleep haha....but overall had fun......well school is gona reopen on monday wow im still in holiday mood...haiz...i hope tis term wont be tat stressful n wont be tat hard....and im gonna wk damn hard tis term im gonna achieve my dream...i noe i can do it n no one is gonna stop n i mean no one....anyway thxs to faekah liza fatin raj n my dearest sis for being there for me always....


New life new start....wateva it is...i can do it i can make it...i hv god wit me my family n my friens.....n im happy wit it

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MY MUSLIM FRIENS

Today, i had alot of work to do met faekah around 11.45am at yck mrt to go to school to buy books...as we were walkin towards school we were wondering whether the books were cheap n whether it will be crowded....we were expecting the books to be 30 plus but guess wat it was 40 plus imagine the shock we had.....haiz damn it so ex .....then after tat we wanted to go bowling but then faekah decided to go hougang mall n look around so we did n guess wat my bag tore great jus wat i need luckily we were near hougang mall so faekah brought me to minitoons to buy a bag n i also got a handphone strap faekah bought for herself a hairband veri nice on her......

k faekah im updating my blog again....for u gal....haha...k after aumtime im updating my blog n starting my life anew....wit alot of goals.....in my mind...after a few mishaps....i want to progress in life.....

my new goals are:

1) To achieve in my studies

2) To pass my driving

3) Do a course in ccna


Well tats abt it , if i got other goals then i will add it to my blog.....oh ya abt the ccna course well tat im nt sure if i wan do it....well hv to go for briefing on mon and c wat they hv to offer........
Thxs to my sis, faekah,fatin and raj for being there for me thxs guys....

Well....tis days seems like everyone is losing their inspiration to write....cos theres noting new happening in their life ......and there doesnt seem to be anything interesting to write...life is jus goin the same no difference...haiz wat a bore...well i hope wen sch start...there will be sumthing interesting to write......sumting which will be happening haha...well till then if sumthing happen....then i will write....adios

i don wanna move a way frm u

i don wan anyone to break us apart

i don wanna leave u

as u are mine......as u are a part of me

no matter wat u are still in my heart

no matter hw far i am.....im always there for you

even if im alive or dead....

Yahooo i passed i passed i passed yes ar.....haha im so happy my besties also pass im glad i will be wit them again yahoo.......

Thxs to my besties for being there n helping me wit my studies

Thxs to my sis for boosting my confidence

Thxs to loosu of being there for me

Thxs to all the gods who answered my prayers


Luv ya all....n congrats to my classmate for doin well for their exam