Hi again,

Well my results for iap and fyp are out not bad i did quite well...vanessa our hard work paid off congrats to u too....im glad u were my partner for fyp... congrats to all on your results....

Well pass few weeks was hm playing game or searching for a part-time job well now i have a tution assignment assigned to me by an agency.....starting tmr....heard the student kinda difficult how cum im the oni one who always get tis kind of kids......oh well its a gd practice if im gonna teach primary school students in the future......since im wanna go nie.....

Hmm got sum gd news which oni a few of u noe im t gonna tell anything for now hehe.....keep u all in suspense.....hehe

adios for nw ;p

First of All ,


HAPPY BIRTHDAY FATIN!!!!!!! SOMEONE 19 AREADY WEEEEEEEEE!!! I aready.....told u kumar's gift mine haven tell yet hehe...hope u like it....haha

Hmm yesterday wen out wit kumar n his friens....to pasir ris wen to the new mall which is near the theme park....wen to watch a movie Wall-e was ok not so bad beginning was boring ending quite nice and romantic.....wen to play bowling....and play arcade was damn fun...then wen to hv our dinner at new york new york......took some pics of the meal we had will update it later....haiz was fun........


tats abt it....

hey...yday had dinner wit my dear and his friens.....lol...and wen hm whole day am bored nt sure wat to do and stuff called all the company for job.....haiz i guess most don wan students hmmmm....hey guys..if there is any part-time job any where pls inform me.....thxs.....

Cant wait to meet fatin hope she likes her gift....ps: bday on sat hehe.....gonna be 19 hehe....

Well tat's abt it!

Hi All,

After my attachment now oni i hv time to update my blog....im glad tat attachement is over really miss my friens and class mates met mango alas peiyi on tues wen i was on my way to see my LO to get my IAP cert hehe....miss ya lots gal...miss vanessa too...iap was ok for...me...last day my supervisor brought me out for lunch which was nice of her...and let me off early ....

Now as for my life nw preparing sum major issues such as finacially...cos..hmm nah nt gonna say it here...but i tink nenek sumi n menu noes y rite gals wink hehe...currently searching for part-time job....god pls help me thanks.....

Oh ya nenek's bday is cumin up hey nenek wen u cumin to see me i wan to giv u ur present so u can where it on sat....ur dad and i (kumar and me) chose it for u....lol

23 Aug 08 8 mths anniversary wit kumar....luv u alot dear.....bought for me a heart shape pendant my fav shape n i bought for him a t-shirt....he was kinda shock cos i chose the colours he like hehe...tats wat a gal is gd at.....they luv u and tehy will each and every inch abt u.....

Cant wait to start sch and see all my friens weeeeeeee!!!!!!

Hey guys....tis week is week 7 of my IAP....and well today is sports day in my dept we willl be goin to one of supervisor's condo to play tennis and some team building games...i and my partner eric plan the game...and wow tinking abt it was damn hard....phew haha hope they enjoy it.....

Hmm...well still got 5 more weeks to go for iap....to be over....hmm....i jus pray everything goes well....hmm...im missing all my frens...especially fatin hanna...oi sat confirm tak.....she ah so bz cannot catch her hehe...if she noe i write tis im dead.....wait im gonna be dead eeeks....

Today is Kumar my dear bf bday.....later givin him a surprise party hehe....menaga will be buyin cake for him....cos i at wk...thxs di...and thxs to ur bf who is like a elder bro for me....thxs kumar ( yea menaga bf name is also kumar)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!!!!!!

Hi Guys,

So sorry for not updating my blog for past few weeks cos...my internet have sum problems im stilltrying to rectify the problem...and i heard from fatin ( luv ur gal...and miss u ) tat alot of ppl have been askin me to update...well here it is ....

Well im still doin my iap....now is my week 6...and im bz but i always manage to finish my wk before 4pmweird huh...so imagine how bored i am.....hehe....anyway...mostly im admin/engr stuff...and its ok....but boring...so most of the time i email my dear bf or fatin hanna my adopted daughter...haha so ppl if u feel bored or jus need someone to tok to jus email me 24 hrs service ok ...email add: jennifer_matt2@hotmail.com. Oh ya met vanessa at tampanies few weeks back wen i wen to meet kumar haha...miss ya lots gal

Pass few weeks damn bz...wen for a chalet...wen for 21st bday parties wen temple....aiyo body achingneed alot of rest u noe....after iap i hv one thing in R & R which is rest and relax so anyone who distrupt my rest ....oh r u gonna get it from me...haha jus jokin....
I tink some of u all noe im doin a business now and yea its goin gd....goin jb tis sat for recognitionnite...gonna get a pin for my effort...my bf in tears...he so proud of me as im the first personfrom the team to go on stage...thxs to ravi anna,yoges anni , my dear,and mentor ranjit.
Guys, if u guys are curious abt it jus call me and make an appt wit me and i will tell u guys more till thenkeep thinking all i can say don miss an oppotunity...to succeed in life....if u noe wat i mean....

Yea tmr meetin fatin weeeeeeee......cant wait...to meet u gal....

Tats all for now adios....

Ps: MIss MI0615; Faekah and Liza u are missed too...

Hey all.....

Am bac to blog again.....well some have been asking for updates...sry guys was kinda bz at work ....tis few days....so i will update every saturday alrite....haha....

K Well tis is my 2nd week of iap....was damn bz and surprisingly i always finish my work at 3.30pm...im that fast...weird haha...how cum i cant do that wit my sch wk ah...hmm...i will figure that out later...i jus cant wait for this 12 weeks to go by...cos miss sch and my friens alot....

Birthday wishes:

Happy bday to my fav gals may all ur wishes cum true....always......

Clare my cuz 4 June and Faekah my close frien and sis 5 June


Tats abt it...for now....

Hey ppl how r u all....haha...mus be wondering where am i and wat i am up to haha....well now im doing my iap as in industrial attachment programme...

Where i am doing it: ST Electronics (Infosoft Systems) PTE LTD Ang Mo kio

I am doin admin/engr job which is dealing with creation of email add....and some admin work....well first two days was kinda bored but gd as i was trying to learn new stuff and write down the steps .....today morning i was so bz....but after lunch it was rush hour for me....haha...fascinating....rushing to do my work....after 3.30 wow i settled dwn and rest...waiting for reply from various dept to ans my emails.....but no reply la....urgh.....wow im exhausted....

Well it is week one now.....wen will the days past....god be with till the end.....

I really miss two ppl this days FATIN HANNA AND KUMAR LUV U TWO SO MUCH

Hey everyone,

FYP IS OVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!

and IAP is starting .....k im scared seriously....neva don it before....i wonder how it is gonna be...will it be bad...or will it be ok...god show me the way and im sure....he wan me to do tis so im gonna do my best in this....giv my best...god be wit me....thxs

I would to thank those ppl who wished me on my bday.....

Kumar,Fatin, Faekah, Liza, Granma, mum, joycelyn, aunty saras, uncle john, jonathan, roy(msn), senthil(msn), sumi, menaga, weiye, jovy(student), kamal n vani, Anni yoges and ravi anna, mentor ranjith n jayanthi and vanessa.

HAPPY 5MTHS ANNIVERSARY DEAR!!!!!

Hi everyone haha,

happy birthday.....to who ah...go figure haha....Actually i noe it sounds like im vain or boasting to everyone its my bday.....but i wan to write in the blog today cos i got sum wishes....every year i will write them in my diary tis year make diff write here la....

Wishes are:

1. Wish that fatin will be happy always without any probs, and wish her happiness for her and danial
2. Wish that sumi will find the luv of her life soon
3. Hope muru will change
4. Wish that my dear will excel in his work and achieve in life and proof others wrg (luv u)
5. Wish menaga and her bf to be happy always
6. Wish that maya will find her true luv soon
7. Hope priya will msg me atleast n wish me .....miss u sis
8. Wish that vanessa will do well in the project....and her probs go away
9. Wish that aarathi and kaarthika will do well in their studies
10. wish Joycelyn will pass her O level with flying colours
11. wish faekah will be happy and not get to stressed up
12. Wish that Liza be happy always
13. Wish that weiye do well in poly and find the gal he like and settle dwn (faster la u older then me u noe old man)
14. MI0615 to be together always.
15. Anna to find her true luv soon.
16. Overall Wish that everyone i noe wont have any probs and be happy

uhm .....i noe u mus be wondering uhm wat abt myself but i got noting to wish for seriously i aready hv the things i wished for wen i was young .....u may wonder what it is they are...well to have good luving friends, the love of my life, gd family, study well...tats all....wat more would i wan....hehe

Hey I'm back after two days of being bedridden urgh no fun.....but was nice to see my dear rite by my side tc me thank you luv u so much.....and thxs for being patient when i was grouchy hehe.....well haven got well properly yet.....but no choice hv to be back in sch cos...........No more mc.....haha nenek will be veri happy abt tat...haha

ok project is over hv to do report n ppt slides for nxt thurs presentation....after my bday weep not a nice bday present u noe....waaaaa....wanna cry......haha well hv to prepare alot of stuff for that....gd luck to me n vanessa....

in few days gonna turn 22....eeks....tat was definitely not in my agenda....haiz....gettin old sial.....more responsibility on the way.....oh brother.....

tats all for now.....and to theTalker stop being such an nenek la.....u noe who u are ah.....hehe

Ok i'm not in a gd state right now...im sick im stressed and im tired n weak due to my illness.....urgh.....i see some ppl starting on their presentation slides all...great...i haven start mine n i haven finish my aes report....

HELP!!!!!!!!!

Well sat was cool....woke up @ 9.30am .....clean my room...all and wen to bathe and get ready as mum told me to go tekka and buy saree for granma....as the nxt day is mother's day and i was goin for a 21st bday celeb later in the evening....waited for my dear as he is the one who is goin to buy the wrapping paper and wen he bought and come...the colours eeeks...haiz had a stuff time wrapping best part he keep saying no mus wrap like tis like tat i jus did one thing since u so gd at it rite u wrap la....hehe oh u shuld see the way he was wrapping haha...dear nxt time....don open ur big mouth or u get in trouble...hehe...we left my home at 2pm....wen to tekka and bought the sarees.....and wen to eat thosai yummy.....then took a bus to the party....weee....it was fun we were dancing all...and best part...i saw my dear dance for the first time and i was like shock he was dancing well...i hv no words to describe it...haha...it was tat gd....haha wen home late....

Sunday mother's day....wen out for dinner...tats abt it


FYP: Its week 11 now, and we are abt done wit our project....starting to do my aes report...which is not easy...need to crack my head....well we can do it vanessa ....lets do it...!!!!!!!!! Hope i don fall sick tis week aready feeling ill not again....is it jus me or am i jus falling ill alot tis days haiz

hi all.....

Well notin much to update .....actually...friday i didnt go sch due to gastric probs....my dear took leave and brought me to the doctor and took care of me the whole day...luv him for tat...oh yea wen to the lib and in the bus saw anna and vanessa hehe....had no choice wait my lib books overdue....eeks...

sat was watchin a hindi movie at home ARYAN.....u guys should watch it....i wont say y....so jus go and watch it alrite....haha....oh yea my dear brought me to pasar malam.....hehe and we both bought bubbles and played wit it...but kumar spilled half of the contents on his shirt hehe......

Oh ya go and watch iron man damn nice.......hehe....

tats all for now....

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO KARTHIK!!!!!!

Weeeeeeeeee.....haha...alrite....well....after alot of stress on mon i and vanessa were able to finish up on most of our project and solve the one which had problem.....phew half my headache gone well not exactly....vanessa stilll hv to fin on mapping n localization , while i hv to figure out what is paypal....by the way does anyone noe wat the hell is tat pls explain to me....really need help on tat......

hmm...well planning alot for my future tis days....wan to go NIE to do teaching...not sure how...but kumar said his frien will help and im so grateful....during my second sem then i will tok to his frien on the process....thxs dear....my dear granma fatin his family all are a great support....thxs luv ya....

hmm...i hope the probs around me will jus disappear it seems to get worse....hiaz is there no end to it...will i ever feel the peace again...even though im smiling...still worried and scared...yea i noe kumar .....im suppose to be strong and all...but im a typical human being....so a little scaredness will be there alrite...i noe wat i wan and im strong ....no worries.....haiz....

My weekend was gd but tiring lets start with friday alrite haha..........

Friday:

Well after school i went hm and ate my dinner.....cos i was goin out wit kumar n his cuz and family to watch santosh subramaniam tamil movie the 9.15 show....was damn funny...haha...the movie finish at 12.43 am...then we wen to eat and hv some refreshments....haha...i and kumar left at 1.15am earlier then the rest .....took a cab and head home ....frm wat i heard the rest were there till 3am woah i cant sial....haha

Sat :

ok wat did i do on sat ah......oh ya i was not well....was home....idiot flu.....kumar came....we watch om shanti om wow it was superb the hero haiz ...was so hot....haiz....kuamr don get jealous....u were drooling over shilpa shetty...fair and square....hehe...then my aunt and uncle came over....haha and were tokin after they left we wen down to meet murugan and were tokin alot of stuff.....haha

Sun:

Mom bday today wished her a happy bday...oh and told her haha u 49 aready...old lady aready hehe so bad rite...but i jus cant help it....hehe..notty me...then wen temple...wit kumar....wen mustafa centre bought a movie...and a perfume for mum as present.....walk all the way to peace centre to eat haianese chicken rice...k sry not sure of spelling ....then took bus wen to hougang mall play at the arcade hehe...left arond 2+ and wen home to find my dad complaining abt murugan....cos he had foot rot...and don want to see doc...and here we go again to TTSH....haiz....my dad was there wit murugan i and kumar waited outside....murugan was damn pale cos we frightened him all the way they were gona cut his toe away hehe...such a scary cat....
wen home....frm there east coast park...ate seafood walk around the beach...


Well tats abt it....la....haha yawn damn tired 6hours not enough...waaaa hehehe....

Note: for a mr educated asshole...don tink u so high standard u are cheapo...

hi again hehe....anyway yday wen to tampanies to meet kumar....for awhile and he told me he saw sumi.....i msg her and told her la tat my guy saw her and she told me yea she saw him too....and i ask her where is she i tot she was on her way hm ....but i was wrg...she was at tamp kfc....and she ask me to cum over.....and i did....well not oni me la kumar also came.......she was wit her cuz rathi and sis nisha....hehehe....and we tok abt alot of stuff then i and kumar head home la.....was nice meeting her after so long haha.....

Oh ya HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST KUTTY DAUGHTER AARATHI......MAY ALL UR WISHES CUM TRUE ALWAYS......GOD BLESS U......!!!!!!!!! haha oh ya i and kumar were in conference wit her and i wished her happy bday she wished me bac and im like confused is it my bday today notty aarathi make me forget my bday.....


HAPPY 4 MTHS ANNIVERSARY KUMAR LUV U ALOT !!!!!!!

hi today damn cold brrrrrrrrrrr....cos its raining outside and the air condition in my class is like eeeks a freezer....brrr.....im shivering later no cold drink hot drinks onli....remember tat rajes..... haha....

Im damn sleepy thxs kumar....he cant sleep make me stay awake....waaaaaa u owe me one.....sob sob.....later meetin him yea....weee....

Oh ya tmr is our 4 mths anniversary.....and my kutty daughter aarathi (kumar niece for ur info) birthday....how i wish she was my little gal......so clever haha...call my full name summore haha...cute rite.....

hmm fyp seems to be getting me stressed up cos supervisor keep giving us additional jobs.....but vanessa told me to finish wat im doin first.....if got time then do wat she said.....i agree wit her....i mean we don hv much time left its aready week 8..... oni 4 more weeks to go .....the last two weeks have to prepare report and presentation slides...so i jus gonna do wat i can i putting my alot of effort in it i hope the lecturer who are marking will appreciate it....god help us......u witness us working hard on it...so u noe it well enough rite.....

hmm iap is cumin up soon vanessa noes her attachment the rest of not yet...hmm i guess they are having a tough time choosing for us a place to work at .....haha don blame them.....kinda scared and nervous abt it......normal feeling rite? got sum tips from kumar abt working life the shuld and shuld nots haha....maybe one day i will type it in the blog alrite....

Tats abt it for today stay tune for more updates!!!!!!

hey....to all....my weekend was ok not so bad ....wen to meet menaga and family at vicky's dance performance....was great .....vicky as usual danced veri well...my kutty bf haha....don be jealous kumar...relax he is jus a kid.....haha

Then i he and murugan wen compass point look around....and i wen to the library to look for books to read oh ya and some IT books but the one i was looking for was not around.....and kumar and murugan were bored is it jus me oh are guys always bored wen it cum to library haiz haha ....later murugan wen to meet his friens @kallang....while i and kumar wen on home had a long tok.....

sunday noting much got up change the bedsheet clean my rm ate and bathe and wait for my dear to cum and spend time to watch a tamil movie in central.....yeah haha spending time wit him is so nice my stress jus go away fast....

Now.....i really beginning to feel f******** stressed up due to sum blady idiots stop it! Its my life i noe wat i wan and wat i don wan.....stop running my life ok......if u guys force me into doing sumthing i don like ......i will do sumthing drastic i really mean it...i cant take it ok....and stop tokin abt standards status and education....standard and status will neva last ....and education u can still do it no matter wateva age u are k.....don u guys dare hurt the ppl around me especially kumar and my friens i will kill u all i mean it wen i said tat..........

Condolences to Ghanna Anna Father may u rest in peace.....

Hi everyone.....haha.....k past two days kinda bz and stressed up over my fyp cos tis is week 7 and i onli hv 5 more weeks to go and i hv to get this things done so i can prepare for the presentation all....haiz im trying to find the dnn store module tutorial so i can do my wk fast urgh i cant seem to find it.....god pls let me fins asap....i don one to get stuck at that thing need to do other things also...and help vanessa also.....

Haiz of all days today my dear kumar forgot his hp.....HOW CAN A PERSON FORGET TAT OF ALL THINGS.....AAAAAAAAAAAAH.......how to contact him waaaaaaa.......he beta read his email and ans his off phone .....or im gonna kill him...humph....though its kinda funny hehe....he always said im forgetful....dear now who forgetful ah haha.....

hmm weekend is cumin cant wait for it.....fatin is cumin over to my hs yea....and so is my dear weeee