Hey ppl how r u all....haha...mus be wondering where am i and wat i am up to haha....well now im doing my iap as in industrial attachment programme...

Where i am doing it: ST Electronics (Infosoft Systems) PTE LTD Ang Mo kio

I am doin admin/engr job which is dealing with creation of email add....and some admin work....well first two days was kinda bored but gd as i was trying to learn new stuff and write down the steps .....today morning i was so bz....but after lunch it was rush hour for me....haha...fascinating....rushing to do my work....after 3.30 wow i settled dwn and rest...waiting for reply from various dept to ans my emails.....but no reply la....urgh.....wow im exhausted....

Well it is week one now.....wen will the days past....god be with till the end.....

I really miss two ppl this days FATIN HANNA AND KUMAR LUV U TWO SO MUCH

Hey everyone,

FYP IS OVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!

and IAP is starting .....k im scared seriously....neva don it before....i wonder how it is gonna be...will it be bad...or will it be ok...god show me the way and im sure....he wan me to do tis so im gonna do my best in this....giv my best...god be wit me....thxs

I would to thank those ppl who wished me on my bday.....

Kumar,Fatin, Faekah, Liza, Granma, mum, joycelyn, aunty saras, uncle john, jonathan, roy(msn), senthil(msn), sumi, menaga, weiye, jovy(student), kamal n vani, Anni yoges and ravi anna, mentor ranjith n jayanthi and vanessa.

HAPPY 5MTHS ANNIVERSARY DEAR!!!!!

Hi everyone haha,

happy birthday.....to who ah...go figure haha....Actually i noe it sounds like im vain or boasting to everyone its my bday.....but i wan to write in the blog today cos i got sum wishes....every year i will write them in my diary tis year make diff write here la....

Wishes are:

1. Wish that fatin will be happy always without any probs, and wish her happiness for her and danial
2. Wish that sumi will find the luv of her life soon
3. Hope muru will change
4. Wish that my dear will excel in his work and achieve in life and proof others wrg (luv u)
5. Wish menaga and her bf to be happy always
6. Wish that maya will find her true luv soon
7. Hope priya will msg me atleast n wish me .....miss u sis
8. Wish that vanessa will do well in the project....and her probs go away
9. Wish that aarathi and kaarthika will do well in their studies
10. wish Joycelyn will pass her O level with flying colours
11. wish faekah will be happy and not get to stressed up
12. Wish that Liza be happy always
13. Wish that weiye do well in poly and find the gal he like and settle dwn (faster la u older then me u noe old man)
14. MI0615 to be together always.
15. Anna to find her true luv soon.
16. Overall Wish that everyone i noe wont have any probs and be happy

uhm .....i noe u mus be wondering uhm wat abt myself but i got noting to wish for seriously i aready hv the things i wished for wen i was young .....u may wonder what it is they are...well to have good luving friends, the love of my life, gd family, study well...tats all....wat more would i wan....hehe

Hey I'm back after two days of being bedridden urgh no fun.....but was nice to see my dear rite by my side tc me thank you luv u so much.....and thxs for being patient when i was grouchy hehe.....well haven got well properly yet.....but no choice hv to be back in sch cos...........No more mc.....haha nenek will be veri happy abt tat...haha

ok project is over hv to do report n ppt slides for nxt thurs presentation....after my bday weep not a nice bday present u noe....waaaaa....wanna cry......haha well hv to prepare alot of stuff for that....gd luck to me n vanessa....

in few days gonna turn 22....eeks....tat was definitely not in my agenda....haiz....gettin old sial.....more responsibility on the way.....oh brother.....

tats all for now.....and to theTalker stop being such an nenek la.....u noe who u are ah.....hehe

Ok i'm not in a gd state right now...im sick im stressed and im tired n weak due to my illness.....urgh.....i see some ppl starting on their presentation slides all...great...i haven start mine n i haven finish my aes report....

HELP!!!!!!!!!

Well sat was cool....woke up @ 9.30am .....clean my room...all and wen to bathe and get ready as mum told me to go tekka and buy saree for granma....as the nxt day is mother's day and i was goin for a 21st bday celeb later in the evening....waited for my dear as he is the one who is goin to buy the wrapping paper and wen he bought and come...the colours eeeks...haiz had a stuff time wrapping best part he keep saying no mus wrap like tis like tat i jus did one thing since u so gd at it rite u wrap la....hehe oh u shuld see the way he was wrapping haha...dear nxt time....don open ur big mouth or u get in trouble...hehe...we left my home at 2pm....wen to tekka and bought the sarees.....and wen to eat thosai yummy.....then took a bus to the party....weee....it was fun we were dancing all...and best part...i saw my dear dance for the first time and i was like shock he was dancing well...i hv no words to describe it...haha...it was tat gd....haha wen home late....

Sunday mother's day....wen out for dinner...tats abt it


FYP: Its week 11 now, and we are abt done wit our project....starting to do my aes report...which is not easy...need to crack my head....well we can do it vanessa ....lets do it...!!!!!!!!! Hope i don fall sick tis week aready feeling ill not again....is it jus me or am i jus falling ill alot tis days haiz

hi all.....

Well notin much to update .....actually...friday i didnt go sch due to gastric probs....my dear took leave and brought me to the doctor and took care of me the whole day...luv him for tat...oh yea wen to the lib and in the bus saw anna and vanessa hehe....had no choice wait my lib books overdue....eeks...

sat was watchin a hindi movie at home ARYAN.....u guys should watch it....i wont say y....so jus go and watch it alrite....haha....oh yea my dear brought me to pasar malam.....hehe and we both bought bubbles and played wit it...but kumar spilled half of the contents on his shirt hehe......

Oh ya go and watch iron man damn nice.......hehe....

tats all for now....

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO KARTHIK!!!!!!

Weeeeeeeeee.....haha...alrite....well....after alot of stress on mon i and vanessa were able to finish up on most of our project and solve the one which had problem.....phew half my headache gone well not exactly....vanessa stilll hv to fin on mapping n localization , while i hv to figure out what is paypal....by the way does anyone noe wat the hell is tat pls explain to me....really need help on tat......

hmm...well planning alot for my future tis days....wan to go NIE to do teaching...not sure how...but kumar said his frien will help and im so grateful....during my second sem then i will tok to his frien on the process....thxs dear....my dear granma fatin his family all are a great support....thxs luv ya....

hmm...i hope the probs around me will jus disappear it seems to get worse....hiaz is there no end to it...will i ever feel the peace again...even though im smiling...still worried and scared...yea i noe kumar .....im suppose to be strong and all...but im a typical human being....so a little scaredness will be there alrite...i noe wat i wan and im strong ....no worries.....haiz....

My weekend was gd but tiring lets start with friday alrite haha..........

Friday:

Well after school i went hm and ate my dinner.....cos i was goin out wit kumar n his cuz and family to watch santosh subramaniam tamil movie the 9.15 show....was damn funny...haha...the movie finish at 12.43 am...then we wen to eat and hv some refreshments....haha...i and kumar left at 1.15am earlier then the rest .....took a cab and head home ....frm wat i heard the rest were there till 3am woah i cant sial....haha

Sat :

ok wat did i do on sat ah......oh ya i was not well....was home....idiot flu.....kumar came....we watch om shanti om wow it was superb the hero haiz ...was so hot....haiz....kuamr don get jealous....u were drooling over shilpa shetty...fair and square....hehe...then my aunt and uncle came over....haha and were tokin after they left we wen down to meet murugan and were tokin alot of stuff.....haha

Sun:

Mom bday today wished her a happy bday...oh and told her haha u 49 aready...old lady aready hehe so bad rite...but i jus cant help it....hehe..notty me...then wen temple...wit kumar....wen mustafa centre bought a movie...and a perfume for mum as present.....walk all the way to peace centre to eat haianese chicken rice...k sry not sure of spelling ....then took bus wen to hougang mall play at the arcade hehe...left arond 2+ and wen home to find my dad complaining abt murugan....cos he had foot rot...and don want to see doc...and here we go again to TTSH....haiz....my dad was there wit murugan i and kumar waited outside....murugan was damn pale cos we frightened him all the way they were gona cut his toe away hehe...such a scary cat....
wen home....frm there east coast park...ate seafood walk around the beach...


Well tats abt it....la....haha yawn damn tired 6hours not enough...waaaa hehehe....

Note: for a mr educated asshole...don tink u so high standard u are cheapo...

hi again hehe....anyway yday wen to tampanies to meet kumar....for awhile and he told me he saw sumi.....i msg her and told her la tat my guy saw her and she told me yea she saw him too....and i ask her where is she i tot she was on her way hm ....but i was wrg...she was at tamp kfc....and she ask me to cum over.....and i did....well not oni me la kumar also came.......she was wit her cuz rathi and sis nisha....hehehe....and we tok abt alot of stuff then i and kumar head home la.....was nice meeting her after so long haha.....

Oh ya HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST KUTTY DAUGHTER AARATHI......MAY ALL UR WISHES CUM TRUE ALWAYS......GOD BLESS U......!!!!!!!!! haha oh ya i and kumar were in conference wit her and i wished her happy bday she wished me bac and im like confused is it my bday today notty aarathi make me forget my bday.....


HAPPY 4 MTHS ANNIVERSARY KUMAR LUV U ALOT !!!!!!!

hi today damn cold brrrrrrrrrrr....cos its raining outside and the air condition in my class is like eeeks a freezer....brrr.....im shivering later no cold drink hot drinks onli....remember tat rajes..... haha....

Im damn sleepy thxs kumar....he cant sleep make me stay awake....waaaaaa u owe me one.....sob sob.....later meetin him yea....weee....

Oh ya tmr is our 4 mths anniversary.....and my kutty daughter aarathi (kumar niece for ur info) birthday....how i wish she was my little gal......so clever haha...call my full name summore haha...cute rite.....

hmm fyp seems to be getting me stressed up cos supervisor keep giving us additional jobs.....but vanessa told me to finish wat im doin first.....if got time then do wat she said.....i agree wit her....i mean we don hv much time left its aready week 8..... oni 4 more weeks to go .....the last two weeks have to prepare report and presentation slides...so i jus gonna do wat i can i putting my alot of effort in it i hope the lecturer who are marking will appreciate it....god help us......u witness us working hard on it...so u noe it well enough rite.....

hmm iap is cumin up soon vanessa noes her attachment the rest of not yet...hmm i guess they are having a tough time choosing for us a place to work at .....haha don blame them.....kinda scared and nervous abt it......normal feeling rite? got sum tips from kumar abt working life the shuld and shuld nots haha....maybe one day i will type it in the blog alrite....

Tats abt it for today stay tune for more updates!!!!!!

hey....to all....my weekend was ok not so bad ....wen to meet menaga and family at vicky's dance performance....was great .....vicky as usual danced veri well...my kutty bf haha....don be jealous kumar...relax he is jus a kid.....haha

Then i he and murugan wen compass point look around....and i wen to the library to look for books to read oh ya and some IT books but the one i was looking for was not around.....and kumar and murugan were bored is it jus me oh are guys always bored wen it cum to library haiz haha ....later murugan wen to meet his friens @kallang....while i and kumar wen on home had a long tok.....

sunday noting much got up change the bedsheet clean my rm ate and bathe and wait for my dear to cum and spend time to watch a tamil movie in central.....yeah haha spending time wit him is so nice my stress jus go away fast....

Now.....i really beginning to feel f******** stressed up due to sum blady idiots stop it! Its my life i noe wat i wan and wat i don wan.....stop running my life ok......if u guys force me into doing sumthing i don like ......i will do sumthing drastic i really mean it...i cant take it ok....and stop tokin abt standards status and education....standard and status will neva last ....and education u can still do it no matter wateva age u are k.....don u guys dare hurt the ppl around me especially kumar and my friens i will kill u all i mean it wen i said tat..........

Condolences to Ghanna Anna Father may u rest in peace.....

Hi everyone.....haha.....k past two days kinda bz and stressed up over my fyp cos tis is week 7 and i onli hv 5 more weeks to go and i hv to get this things done so i can prepare for the presentation all....haiz im trying to find the dnn store module tutorial so i can do my wk fast urgh i cant seem to find it.....god pls let me fins asap....i don one to get stuck at that thing need to do other things also...and help vanessa also.....

Haiz of all days today my dear kumar forgot his hp.....HOW CAN A PERSON FORGET TAT OF ALL THINGS.....AAAAAAAAAAAAH.......how to contact him waaaaaaa.......he beta read his email and ans his off phone .....or im gonna kill him...humph....though its kinda funny hehe....he always said im forgetful....dear now who forgetful ah haha.....

hmm weekend is cumin cant wait for it.....fatin is cumin over to my hs yea....and so is my dear weeee

Hey...im back....after two days of mc due to a bad case of diarrhoea...(nt sure of spelling haha)....still kinda sick but i tink will be ok soon la .....After cumin back to sch got kinda shock to see so many students in sch....hmm fatin u are rite to tell me not to be surprised but i guess i was huh haha

Well back to fyp....to continue wit our project localization and the flea market....not an easy task ....but we are doin our best.....we can make it no matter wat....

My life is ok cool actually wit my dear kumar, fatin.....menaga all around noting is imperfect....still there are sumthings goin on and i really wish it will go away i jus wan tings to be ok......cant a person jus wish it tat way....haiz...pls god let all my probs go away.....

Oh ya ....

HAPPY BELATED B'DAY TO WEIYE AND MUZ.....MAY ALL UR WISHES CUM TRUE ALWAYS!!!

Hey i'm back wit my latest post haha....anyway tis week for fyp had a small presentation we had to present to a lecturer who we don noe about what project we doin and what software we are doin on and other stuff....well ours was suppose to be the third group but eventually our became 1st cos the supposedly first group some of the student were not in yet....so we presented what we could and what we have and he was ok wit our progress in our work....and gave us tips on we shuld present as i and vanessa were caught by surprise haha....but don wry sir our nxt presentation will be beta we promise....so overall rating for presentation it was OK!!

K tis mth financial status kinda bad hv to bdays cumin up one is my mum and the other kumar little niece aka my little daughter Aarathi bday......haha major burnt in my pockets but its ok.....as long as i set a budget for the gifts.....even kumar is sharing wit me so shuldnt be a prob....haha...

Heard that soon we will noe where we are attached to for our attachment ....not sure if it is true anot....but im kinda worried i pray to god that i wont have any prob wit my attachment...everything will go easy....god help me...pls....

well tmr gonna go and get sumthings for myself....after along time....don wry essential things so die die must get haha.....

Haha ya ....nowadays i feel like cooking fascinated by the recipes online i copy them to my handy dandy notebook haha....seems weird for a gal like me cos im not the type who like to get my hands dirty haha....but kumar said its gd so nxt time i can cook for him.....don wry dear i copy this recipes so that u also can cook wen im tired or sick....humph monkey he....

Abt my other prob welll only god can decide what to do abt it.....haiz.....hope everything goes well...

Oh ya fatin wen bac hmmm cos she not well ....well nenek tc urself ok.....

hey u all....so long no blog haha....i noe its weird but hey atleast i hope it gets ur attention huh...
well tis post is abt wat happ for the past few days....well notin exciting actually....but atleast it kept me bz....haha

So far my project is like giving me alot of stress wit the localization and the additional module...eeks so many vb codes....not sumthin i like....hate programming...but as usual i always end up wit it....haiz well i and vanessa hv been putting in all our effort into it...and tmr is the presentation hope everything goes well.....

Congrats to sumi on getting into poly....and gd luck to u di....and for those who didnt...don giv up jus cos u neva got into poly there are other ways in doin ur dip/deg....so don giv up ok....and ppl around don upset them more...ok they need ur encouragement...not ur dumb questions........

Well sat wen temple....was kinda at peace....kumar brought me there and told me every sat he bring me there....and i said sure....its a gd thing to do ....and i luv goin temple wit him...cos i cant tok in proper tamil...need help...haha...after tat wen to eat ahh there cums the interesting part...wen were eating a pidgeon..shit on kumar hehe....couldnt help laughing....hehe....he was tryin to make fin the food....thxs pidgeon....sry kumar....haha

Well tats abt it....keep a lookout for my other updates

adios amigos!

K such a boring day today and was damn sleepy....haiz....and best part im not well not gd start in the morning ah....wat to do life is unfair at times...oh god....

K doin some research abt localization the whole morning....and trying to figure it out by end of this week atleast....

Oh ya ppl today is APRIL FOOL' S DAY !!!! haha so far fooled my guy my granma my bestie haha....fun yea.....but the best one was fooling menaga haha cos i tried for so many yrs....and i couldnt fool her but tis time she really got fooled haha sry di....but i did it atlast....haha....woohoo....

wk 6 of the presentation is cumin upp and im gonna do my best for it....no matter wat....me and vanessa hv put in our best for this fyp.....so i really hope the teacher appreciate it....

Well tats abt it....

Hey ppl....haha well my weekend was kinda ok....i wont say it was gd la...but sat was great i karthik fatin and kumar wen for dinner and caught the movie shutter haha....was damn cool i tink the bravest among us was me and karthik cos kumar don like some disgusting parts fatin uhm was scared out of her seat ( gal its jus a phrase ) haha....hehe its was damn interesting haha fatin wana watch another horror film hehe ......luv the poster hehe......

Sunday was home the whole day....doin assignments for my tution students signing up again for my basic theory.....and did sum practice for it online....watch tv.... haiz realize alot of hv been goin on behind my back....but wateva it is i hv made my decision and im not backing out on it.....i noe wat im doin whether u all don believe in me anot....i don care....i noe wat i wan.....i will make it in life and when i do....u are gonna come begging for forgiveness....i mean it....





I jus don seem to get it y ppl tis days don bother to stay in contact...and tell stories and excuses ....which is damn lame wen its tat person fault itself.....i hope they change to the best before its too late......and don said tat becoz of tis person u move away cos tat person is jus an innocent party....and stop bringing their bf /gf into it pls for heavens sake....stop being small kids and be matured if u hv probs tok to the perosn involve and stop giving stupid excuses cos it may be both at fault or one at fault....k





FYP wk 5 seven more weeks to go for iap kinda nervous.....eeeks.....

Hi ....k last week was kinda bz wit my sch and my personal life eventually my weekend was kind of rocking also....well here is wat i did...

Sat:

Ok sat i met kumar at bugis and wen to watch step up 2....wow it was damn nice the dance moves the songs were rocking .....well almost felt like getting up and dancing hehe...then after the movie...when to changi airport to watch the planes its one of my favs....and ate out dinner at popeye hehe....eventually couldnt finish the food...too full haha...and wen hm....was damn tired....

Sun:
Early morning got up bathe change and met kumar at little india to go temple...to pray....and guess who i saw there menaga and her family...her mum smiled at me and i felt damn shy....hehe...anyway...they came and tok to me and kumar then they left i and kumar also sat at the temple for a while then we left to eat at ananda bhavan.....then wen to his bro shop for a while....after tat wen to ibiso collect my check and wen to cck....to see his niece....well she was bored at hm and we brought her to bukit panjang plaza....bought for her bubble tea...and she drank it and said i ask for blueberry...and i said uhm aarathi its is blueberry....she said no don have blue wat...i am like haiz kids tis days....so smart....haiz haha...we brought her to the second level and play in the playground and thxs to monkey kumar .... she noes my name and keep calling me my full name....till we reach hm....haha....

hmm tis is the 4th week of fyp and we are starting to hv some progress in our project tats all for now.

There will photo updates later.

K for everyone's info today results is gonna be out and im damn nervous terrified worried and other worse feelings i always feel ......are around now....and im in tears also....cos im damn scared like shit.....i wk damn hard tis term.....i really need to pass.....to all the gods io pray to pls let me pass....i will promise to go temple every mth....and fulfil the promise i made to u.....

Reason of y i need to pass is i don wan to let kumar down i mean he was there wen i need him and he was encouraging me to study and make me it someone who will achieve in life...was always there wen i was studyin or doin my project to make sur ei do it properly and not play around.........

I jus wan to do it for him only....i really want make proud of me....pls help me god.


Yea fatin is bac in sch, u beta be here today or else i will have to cum knocking at ur door la nenek......hehe...