November 30 2006

HAiz today was exhausting oop lesson was kinda fun faekah tot someone took her

stationery but eventually she had left it under the com keyboard haha.....the best part was she

wen all over the class and ask everyone haha.......so hillarious.......haha.....dear faekah nxt time

chk la gal.....but she is still a sweet gal......DMD was ok but was doing flash still i felt so sleepy

haiz...fatin, liza and I were jokin around wen we were goin hm, i was tokin abt chemistry and my

expression was so funny tat they couldnt stop laughin haha

* my best frien was so clever .....belief everything a person say aiyo di pls la....

* Yeah Anna can cum for the BBQ Yippee

* Thxs liza,Muitong,faekah for helpin me wit oop

*Lost my temper at the interchange damn him!!!


Smile Always(",)

Rajes

urgh cant even be frank idiots

damn sial cant even be frank say they

will get hurt eventhough they ask to be frank

idiots ! then in the first place y did the hell

they ask to frank.....freaking shit.

* common test cumin

* damn met my irritating cuz n her hubby n they so cozy freaking idiots
in public somemore

* yeah holiday cumin up

* cant wait for class bbq!! haha



Smile Always (",)

Rajes

STressed BUt Happi

After so long im writing my blog

Well nowadays i feel a kind of feeling which

i don like at all...tryin my best to avoid....

sch is ok but alot of assignments and common test is cumin up

veri stressed

Oh ya happy news is my o levels are over

happy for my two friens sumi n faekha





Smile Always (",)

Rajes

SUperb!

Wow yesterdays dance performance was a success

and it was superb. The audience loved our performance so much

that they ask for one more performance

I really enjoyed myself alot so did my parents.

Now my body is aching all over haiz

haha

Smile Always (",)

Rajes

Thxs.......

I really luv my class alot

of all the classes i hv been in

this is the class where im really happy in

they are veri supportive in what each of us do

thxs alot guys .........

luv is not in my life rite now and it will neva be

HaVe CLoSEd The DoOrS TO HEart PerMAnently

No one can enter nor will i let anyone enter

Oh ya if i ever feel lonely i will kick it out of me

i can do it

SMile Always (",)

Rajes

Exhausted!!

Wow ! yesterday was deepavali

many people cam to my place wow was so tired

friens cam along took pictures wif them

chasing after babies wow wat an exhaustin day sial

lol but wat the heck had a great time anyhow..........

Smile ALways (",)

Rajeswari

tiring day

HAiz wat A tiring day

woke up veri early eventhough class is at 4pm....

but got reason la hv to do hs wk cause today got prayers

when to sch enjoyed todays lesson cause its dmd class learn alot of stuff today

anna and i were having alot of fun

bubbly anna....lol...

after class had to rush hm for prayers now exhausted haiz....

tmr eve of deepavali but to me its jus a normal day

no excitment wonder y hmmm

Smile Always(",)
Rajes

HAiz

School reopen aready glad to see my friens n classmates again

glad fatin is back in sch miss u alot gal

I hv decided to concentrate on my studies and spend time wif my friens and family

Im gonna do better this term and work hard at it

I hv realised that im becoming stronger everyday not physically but mentally

In my heart im strong and noe where im heading


"No matter What The Problem Maybe

No matter WHo U Are

DOn Ever Think you Are Alone

There ALways SOmeone There For U

WHatever U Are WHoever U Are

WE Will LUv U FOr Wat U are

MAKe u STronger ANd LEad

U In THe Rite Way "




Smile Always(",)

Rajes

Yeah sch reopening!!!

Yeah sch is gona open nxt wk

veri excited one to start anew

study harder for all my test and exams

do my projects well without any problems

and enjoy my sch life wif my friens....

yup there are some problems in my life

currently but im kinda handling somehow

my god bro told me to ignore hurting comments

and be strong no matter wat happens....

im gona be a new person and a strong person

im gona change for the best

thxs prateep

Smile Always (",)

Rajes

friens for life

There is a saying that relatives are easy to get while friends

are difficult to get ..................

i agree to that saying

i agree to myself that i have very good friens with me

who stay on my side during good times and bad times

i am the most luckiest gal to have such great friens

thanxs

mani, sumi,menaga,prateep,maha,faekah,fatin,wlds karthik,joe alas karthik,maya,manjari

luv u guys alot

Smile always(",)

Rajes

decisions

life doesnt seem to be wat i wan it to be

so i hv made a decision which is

goin to hurt alot of people

the people who i luv

n those who luv me alot

my frien try to change my mind but i hv decided

there is no change

all i noe is tat i will be leaving alot of

broken relationships

and heartaches

Its gonna hurt me as well

but i hv no other choice

smile always (",)

Rajeswari

life doesnt seem to be what we expected

It jus doesnt seem to be like wat i expected of this year my life is a mess

so is my friens lifes. i tot last year was a bad year for us but

it seems like this year is the

worst for all of us.....

we seem veri upset and emotional

we always end up in tears.....

y is this happening to us

y couldnt it be someone else

even if it is me i don mind

but y my friens.....they are the most

valuable thing i hv in my life

i hope everything will be fine

pls GOD help!!!!!!!

smile always (",)

Rajes

life in shambles damn

well this days i do feel a kind of emptiness in my heart

i noe wat tat feeling is

feel emotional at times whenever i have this feeling

i jus wish i can get rid of this feeling but i cant seem to do it

i don wan to feel tat feeling again ever

my life is aready in shambles and im aready in tears

i cant manage it anymore

and this stupid feeling adds on to my problems

i cant take it anymore......

smile always (",)
Rajes

yeah exams over!!!

At last the exams are over

can enjoy atlast in my dreams....

i wouldnt call this a holiday to me

this is sumthing which i don wish to mention

but i jus wonder y god make good ppl suffer..........

haiz....oh well i hpe i enjoy my holiday and i wish my classmates

tat they enjoy theirs too....

smile always(",)

Rajes

happy for u gal!!!

im so happy for my frien sumi she at last has found the one for her

i wish her all the best in her life n may everything she does ends well.....

Smile Always(",)

Rajes

Loneliness and sadness

I really am feeling lonely tis days

plus havin problems of my own

i wan to cry i can't seem to do tat

i jus wish tat there was someone special in my life

someone who will understand me and comfort me

tis days im feelin really depressed i cant seem to be able to be myself tis days

i really miss my friens alot tis days ....i really wan to see them...

i wonder wen will the special person cum

i wonder wen my problems will go

i wonder wen i will c my frens

i wonder.....if my loneliness and saness don go away wat will i do?

smile always(",)
Rajes

stressed.....

urgh hv 3 test tmr cant seem to concentrate sial

y does tis hv to happen to me onli.....

feel like crying sial.....

i really wish there was someone special wif me....

ya i noe i hv my friens.....

but there will cum a time where they will have their own

lifes.....then who will i go to....haiz......

i wonder if i can survive tis.....

smile always(",)
Rajes

Problems

problems jus doesnt seem to go at all

either a new problem arises or

another adds on

i wish all my probs will jus disappear

like thin air or i will hv too......

trying to act strong is not as easy as it seems

pls help me god.....

smile always (",)

Rajes

wish to noe

I wonder y do people keep secrets from me......

is it because it will hurt me or

is it because they cant trust me

i really wish i noe......

guys are not in my mind rite now

i jus wan my frien to hv someone special in her life

she needs one more then i do

i can wait as long as i wan

im gonna find someone for her

someone who can love her truly

if everything goes well

im sure will be happy for her

smile always (",)

rajes

At Last my projects are over

my nightmare has cum to an end....my projects are over my problems are solved.....my life is back to normal.....i think thxs to my friens and family for their support wen i was veri stressed.....

miz my friens alot its aready 1 month since i saw them.....hmm i wonder if they are angry wif me....haiz.....well i guess i will see them soon before my test and exams start.....i jus wish tat watever tat happen during those weeks i hope i can forget them...

oh ya met someone today....see how it goes....hehe