Hey...im back....after two days of mc due to a bad case of diarrhoea...(nt sure of spelling haha)....still kinda sick but i tink will be ok soon la .....After cumin back to sch got kinda shock to see so many students in sch....hmm fatin u are rite to tell me not to be surprised but i guess i was huh haha

Well back to fyp....to continue wit our project localization and the flea market....not an easy task ....but we are doin our best.....we can make it no matter wat....

My life is ok cool actually wit my dear kumar, fatin.....menaga all around noting is imperfect....still there are sumthings goin on and i really wish it will go away i jus wan tings to be ok......cant a person jus wish it tat way....haiz...pls god let all my probs go away.....

Oh ya ....

HAPPY BELATED B'DAY TO WEIYE AND MUZ.....MAY ALL UR WISHES CUM TRUE ALWAYS!!!

Hey i'm back wit my latest post haha....anyway tis week for fyp had a small presentation we had to present to a lecturer who we don noe about what project we doin and what software we are doin on and other stuff....well ours was suppose to be the third group but eventually our became 1st cos the supposedly first group some of the student were not in yet....so we presented what we could and what we have and he was ok wit our progress in our work....and gave us tips on we shuld present as i and vanessa were caught by surprise haha....but don wry sir our nxt presentation will be beta we promise....so overall rating for presentation it was OK!!

K tis mth financial status kinda bad hv to bdays cumin up one is my mum and the other kumar little niece aka my little daughter Aarathi bday......haha major burnt in my pockets but its ok.....as long as i set a budget for the gifts.....even kumar is sharing wit me so shuldnt be a prob....haha...

Heard that soon we will noe where we are attached to for our attachment ....not sure if it is true anot....but im kinda worried i pray to god that i wont have any prob wit my attachment...everything will go easy....god help me...pls....

well tmr gonna go and get sumthings for myself....after along time....don wry essential things so die die must get haha.....

Haha ya ....nowadays i feel like cooking fascinated by the recipes online i copy them to my handy dandy notebook haha....seems weird for a gal like me cos im not the type who like to get my hands dirty haha....but kumar said its gd so nxt time i can cook for him.....don wry dear i copy this recipes so that u also can cook wen im tired or sick....humph monkey he....

Abt my other prob welll only god can decide what to do abt it.....haiz.....hope everything goes well...

Oh ya fatin wen bac hmmm cos she not well ....well nenek tc urself ok.....

hey u all....so long no blog haha....i noe its weird but hey atleast i hope it gets ur attention huh...
well tis post is abt wat happ for the past few days....well notin exciting actually....but atleast it kept me bz....haha

So far my project is like giving me alot of stress wit the localization and the additional module...eeks so many vb codes....not sumthin i like....hate programming...but as usual i always end up wit it....haiz well i and vanessa hv been putting in all our effort into it...and tmr is the presentation hope everything goes well.....

Congrats to sumi on getting into poly....and gd luck to u di....and for those who didnt...don giv up jus cos u neva got into poly there are other ways in doin ur dip/deg....so don giv up ok....and ppl around don upset them more...ok they need ur encouragement...not ur dumb questions........

Well sat wen temple....was kinda at peace....kumar brought me there and told me every sat he bring me there....and i said sure....its a gd thing to do ....and i luv goin temple wit him...cos i cant tok in proper tamil...need help...haha...after tat wen to eat ahh there cums the interesting part...wen were eating a pidgeon..shit on kumar hehe....couldnt help laughing....hehe....he was tryin to make fin the food....thxs pidgeon....sry kumar....haha

Well tats abt it....keep a lookout for my other updates

adios amigos!

K such a boring day today and was damn sleepy....haiz....and best part im not well not gd start in the morning ah....wat to do life is unfair at times...oh god....

K doin some research abt localization the whole morning....and trying to figure it out by end of this week atleast....

Oh ya ppl today is APRIL FOOL' S DAY !!!! haha so far fooled my guy my granma my bestie haha....fun yea.....but the best one was fooling menaga haha cos i tried for so many yrs....and i couldnt fool her but tis time she really got fooled haha sry di....but i did it atlast....haha....woohoo....

wk 6 of the presentation is cumin upp and im gonna do my best for it....no matter wat....me and vanessa hv put in our best for this fyp.....so i really hope the teacher appreciate it....

Well tats abt it....

Hey ppl....haha well my weekend was kinda ok....i wont say it was gd la...but sat was great i karthik fatin and kumar wen for dinner and caught the movie shutter haha....was damn cool i tink the bravest among us was me and karthik cos kumar don like some disgusting parts fatin uhm was scared out of her seat ( gal its jus a phrase ) haha....hehe its was damn interesting haha fatin wana watch another horror film hehe ......luv the poster hehe......

Sunday was home the whole day....doin assignments for my tution students signing up again for my basic theory.....and did sum practice for it online....watch tv.... haiz realize alot of hv been goin on behind my back....but wateva it is i hv made my decision and im not backing out on it.....i noe wat im doin whether u all don believe in me anot....i don care....i noe wat i wan.....i will make it in life and when i do....u are gonna come begging for forgiveness....i mean it....





I jus don seem to get it y ppl tis days don bother to stay in contact...and tell stories and excuses ....which is damn lame wen its tat person fault itself.....i hope they change to the best before its too late......and don said tat becoz of tis person u move away cos tat person is jus an innocent party....and stop bringing their bf /gf into it pls for heavens sake....stop being small kids and be matured if u hv probs tok to the perosn involve and stop giving stupid excuses cos it may be both at fault or one at fault....k





FYP wk 5 seven more weeks to go for iap kinda nervous.....eeeks.....

Hi ....k last week was kinda bz wit my sch and my personal life eventually my weekend was kind of rocking also....well here is wat i did...

Sat:

Ok sat i met kumar at bugis and wen to watch step up 2....wow it was damn nice the dance moves the songs were rocking .....well almost felt like getting up and dancing hehe...then after the movie...when to changi airport to watch the planes its one of my favs....and ate out dinner at popeye hehe....eventually couldnt finish the food...too full haha...and wen hm....was damn tired....

Sun:
Early morning got up bathe change and met kumar at little india to go temple...to pray....and guess who i saw there menaga and her family...her mum smiled at me and i felt damn shy....hehe...anyway...they came and tok to me and kumar then they left i and kumar also sat at the temple for a while then we left to eat at ananda bhavan.....then wen to his bro shop for a while....after tat wen to ibiso collect my check and wen to cck....to see his niece....well she was bored at hm and we brought her to bukit panjang plaza....bought for her bubble tea...and she drank it and said i ask for blueberry...and i said uhm aarathi its is blueberry....she said no don have blue wat...i am like haiz kids tis days....so smart....haiz haha...we brought her to the second level and play in the playground and thxs to monkey kumar .... she noes my name and keep calling me my full name....till we reach hm....haha....

hmm tis is the 4th week of fyp and we are starting to hv some progress in our project tats all for now.

There will photo updates later.

K for everyone's info today results is gonna be out and im damn nervous terrified worried and other worse feelings i always feel ......are around now....and im in tears also....cos im damn scared like shit.....i wk damn hard tis term.....i really need to pass.....to all the gods io pray to pls let me pass....i will promise to go temple every mth....and fulfil the promise i made to u.....

Reason of y i need to pass is i don wan to let kumar down i mean he was there wen i need him and he was encouraging me to study and make me it someone who will achieve in life...was always there wen i was studyin or doin my project to make sur ei do it properly and not play around.........

I jus wan to do it for him only....i really want make proud of me....pls help me god.


Yea fatin is bac in sch, u beta be here today or else i will have to cum knocking at ur door la nenek......hehe...

haiz tis is the 3rd week of fyp....and im damn sleepy and tired....still cant sleep well and havin some health issues...which i don wish to disclose....haiz i and vanessa well we are still trying to figure out how to the the module map and localization for the programme

But as usual we cant seem to find wat we want....its not so easy....as we tot it is....haiz....well trying our best to surf the net and read the books our supervisor had given us....hmm i tink i hv to go to the library one day to do more research on the project and on the programme im using on....and guess who i will bring along....haha obviously kumar....always a gd help to me...in my studies....luv u for tat dear....

Well wed results will be out....tis time im rite....im scared veri terrified is the correct word for it....im veri worried...i push myself veri hard tis sem....and i wan to do well badly ....i don one to disappoint my bf at all.....who was there to make sure i studied and write my notes for me...thxs dear.....

God pls help me....i really need to pass i promise u i will go temple every mth....to c u....i promise...

PS: Fatin neva cum to sch today cos she is sick get well soon

ok gd am to all...yawn...damn sleepy today did not hv much sleep at all tis days...not sure y....but i tink i got too many worries in my head tats y i cant sleep according to wat kumar said not sure if it is true anot but i guess so....

Well according....to one of my lecturer, he said my results will be out today.....eventually its not out at all....i hv been tricked...i was like so stressed up and in tears...worried the whole nite fatin kumar and menaga all knew i was so upset....haiz i cant take tis anymore....god pls let me pass i don wan to fail anything i jus wan to pass and go on wit my fyp till may 23....pls.....i beg u....

Early mornin small fight wit kumar....i was wondering y he neva reply my email....and i sms him ....he called and i ask where is he and y he neva reply...he shout at me and said he was bz and hang up....i was like shock angry upset and in tears....but he called bac and said sry umpteen times....pls kumar don show ur anger at me ok...im aready hv alot of worries im my mind.....and im tired of all tis nonsense.....

Today Fyp day 10 and there isnt anything much to do....kind of bored so im jus reading up some notes...and blogging....haiz....


Is this torment ever gonna end .....and will it end happily......?

kk ppl keep hearing tis Update! Update tooo often aready....so here is my update haha....
Well last week was my start of FYP....and it was so fun actually it was kinda boring as....we do our research do the wk the supervisor give us to do pretty fast later we got notin much to ......most of them in my class play game or chat ......me hehe....email my bf ......(obviously i email him cos he is at wk, his wkplace cant use msn duh).....

Nw tis is my 2nd week of FYP....and hv alot of planning and doing some work on certain things and read up on some books my supervisor gave.....hmm....vanessa got 1 bk....i got two .....waaaaaaaaa....it will take me more then a mth to read finish.....

Well tis friday .....is dooms day for me .....results will be out im damn worried and scared i really need to pass.....seriously .....as long as i pass....im happy i don wan fail any modules and repeat again....i will cry and give easily..... i noe myself damn well enough...haiz god pls help me.....


Well miss my frens who wen for iap i wonder wen i will c them again (they didnt go overseases duh...haha) .....

Well tis days i got my granma, kumar and fatin supporting me all the way....im glad of tat.....thxs alot....

tats abt it for nw stay tune for more updates....adios....

Haiz.....exams are over now waiting for results....i need to do well tis term i jus got too....i suffered alot tis term ........god pls help me i made a promise to u and i will give it to u as promised.....

Alot of things hv been happening tis few days....hw its gonna end onli god noes....i jus hope tat everything ends well......

Tis days i hv been realising several things and changes in my life...ppl who i tot for so long tat they are my friends and my god bros are not who i tink they are....i realise who are trustworthy and who are always there wen im in prob or in need of a shoulder to lean on......

I don need tis kind of ppl around me no more...all i need is ppl who are close to me and will be there for me....i noe who they are.....thxs to tis ppl i am who i am now.....to those ppl who i hv mention above i hv noting to say to u all anymore....if i eva cya outside i will jus say hi and jus go on my work.....as a person once said to me...."You think wat we friends will be wit u forever is it , we hv our own life to live" eventually the person words hv cum true......to tis person....hope u are happy nw.....

Thxs to fatin faekah liza and my dear kumar for being there for me
adios

Hey guys!! k haven update my blog for sumtime...so here is the update for this week....well on 14 feb it was Valentine's day...wen out wit my dear.....n he got me tis winnie the pooh bear and couple ring which was engraved...... then wen to have our lunch and wen to fort canning to relax....and tok abt our future....haiz....oh ya my dad told me to get sumthing for my mum for valentines day...haha kumar told me to get a perfume but i didnt listen i got my mum a bag instead....and guess wat mum didnt like the bag.....hehe and i put the blame on kumar haha sry dear jus cant help it hehe....

Well....the next few days was stressful trying to teach my student .....for his exams and studying for my exams and still ill.....on and off...haiz....hey Mr Flu beta get cured la i cant afford to get sick anymore.....duh.......It was also a stressful week for my dear...but im glad he is ok now....don wry dear.....everything will be fine....its a test for us...we will get through it......

Yday.....met sumi her sis menaga n her bf.....met them @ vivo city after so long i brought kumar along......wit me hehe bodyguard......we were toking laughing we had a great time oh ya sumi bought for me n menaga earrings for v'day thxs di luv ya....oh ya cant wait for ur 21st bday bash....haha.....miss them lots....

Well nxt two weeks im having my exams for 3 papers OSM, IP and Computing Maths 2.....need to prepare for all ......i hv a feeling its not gonna be easy but im gonna do my best and study hard....to achieve my goals and make my dear proud.....

well gd luck to MI0615 for the exams.......

To ppl who noe me a msg for u all.......


STOP ASSUMING THINGS!!!!!!!!!!

AND

STOP MAKING ASSUMPTIONS!!!!!!!


DONT ANYHOW THINK THAT WE DON WAN TOK TO

U ALL....LA PLS AH.......


CLARIFY THINGS BEFORE ASSUMING


IF U GUYS KEEP ON ASSUMING THINGS THEN IM

SRY TO SAY BUT THE MORE U ASSUME THE MORE

PPL U LUV WHETHER FAMILY FRIENS OR THE

GF/BF.....

THEY WILL LEAVE U COS U DON SEEM TO UNDERSTAND THEM......

GET IT!!!!!!!

YEAH !!!! Common Test is over......yippee.....at last i can rest for few days before starting my revision on exam.....i gonna work damn hard to ace all my modules......

Thanks to my dear friens liza faekah n fatin for being there wit me....and helping me wit my studies......

Special thxs to my dear who wrote my notes for me when i was studying for a test ......and giving support.....when ever i need it.....luv u so much dear.....

K ....... to all those who noe me u can contact me .....as im free now.....

Haiz am really stressed up like hell .....not enough sleep.....most of the time study for test or doin project.....which i am fed up about especially IP its damn tough....and some of the things im nt sure wat they are asking us to do.....urgh.....

All i noe is tat i hv done my best....and wateva the lecturer is gonna say im nt gona say anything im gonna push myself for the IP exam to ace it .....I don give up easily....even if i don i try to make up for it some way or another......

Common test is next wk from 30Jan - 1 feb.......haiz i need to do well for this subject......

Oh ya jus got to know tat i n fatin are goin to do project first and we will do attachement later......while liza n faekah do attachement first project later......oh god.......we are seperated....nt fair......y does tis hv to happen..........haiz


Hope everything goes well.....God pls help us.......

Thanks to my friens liza faekah fatin CJ aka monyet hehe.....(PS:A nickname for u) haha...n my dear kumar for being there for me....

K guys, sry for nt updating my blog....here is the latest news , last sat Fatin, CJ, Kumar and I went to watch this movie one missed call .....at first ms fatin was damn scared as she don like horror movie tat much but .....guess wat the movie was not so scary....but there were some overreacting ppl who were screaming for no reason....haha....oh ya seats in bugis cinema haha tat was another story.... the seats were so tall tat fatin had difficulty watchin the movie...... haha


Well this few weeks will be damn bz due to presentation and tests and few weeks time im havin exams.....haiz damn bz and stressed.....hope i can make it.......

To those ppl who i hv not been tokin and meeting wit so sry hv been very bz......i will contact u guys soon

Love is sumthing special in ur heart

Especially when u find someone

who is the one

Luv u dear.... :)

Well today, had coms skills 2 presentation.....was well done ......me liza faekah n fatin....all did hey gals giv urself a pat on ur backs we did great today.....no matter wat tat monyet cikgu tell.....

Then after break we had IP Practicals......its so damn......hard........damn hell....i had a tough time doin it .......i don even noe wat the hell i was doin.....any how do......was damn scared wen teacher was marking my work cos before me several of my classmates......wen in and came out with a grim face.....nt a gd sign.....wen i wen in wit fatin i was expecting the worst but end up .....guess wat happ i passed.....hehe weird.....


After tat wen for tution.....n my darls came to fetch me n send me hm....thxs dear for making me calm dwn....before presentation.....n encouraging me in wateva i do.....thxs i luv u so much n miss u tooo........

Haiz am damn tired and stressed as i got two presentation to go.....two more projects sry make it three......haiz then got so many test cumin up oh god pls help me....i seem to be exhausted wen i cum hm frm sch ....no energy tis days....im feelin rather weak......haiz.....i guess maybe nt enough of rest.....

To my dearest darls.....thxs for being there for me wen im dwn.....n wanting to help me wi my project....and also....advise me wen im in doubt oh abt to do sumtin thank you .....i luv u always......

K after so long im blogging again , today at last hand in my WDEP project whooohooo yea arh haha

But kinda upset cos still got make few mistakes.....hope nt much marks are cut.......

Thanks darling for being there with me wen im down n stressed.....and helping me with my project....still 3am on sat and came back on sun too continue the project with me till i fin it .....luv u so much dear....it seems like we are inseperable.....cant wait to be together wit u in 2years time.......

I luv you so much till death do us part......

Hey HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL! mAY THIS YEAR BE THE BEST YEAR EVA!

K last year starting was quite bad for me but in the ending i was happy .....found the love of my life ....found new friens noe wat my goals in life are .......

My new year resolutions for tis year:

Study hard n get good grades

Be happy and keep my darls happy

Everyone to be well n hv no probs at all ( PS: This is nt a resolution it seems like a wish to me)


Well yday wen to celebrate new year wit darls had lots of fun hhehe

Haha hi ppl im bac after the recent comman test i tink i really deserve a break frm studies and try to relax myself before school starts again.....well yday i wen to teach tution for two hours n met my anna( god bro) n anni ( sis-in-law) n kumar for a movie which is alvin n the chipmunks it was damn funny actually my god bro didnt wan to watch it at all cos he tot it was dumb but guess who was laughing all the way monkey bro haha n kumar was sleepin wen the movie was on haha poor boy was damn tired ah ......after the movie had to get bac hm haiz thxs kumar for sending me hm.......hehe....oh ya to those who hv nt watch tis movie die die mus watch ok

Haiz tis week veri tired n exhausted sial......so many test so many things to do ....haiz thxs to peiyi vanessa limin faekah liza fatin kumar kamal n vani n my sis for being there for me without u guys i don noe hw i would be like thxs luv u guys alot.........

Oh ya here are some pics which shuld hv been uploaded long time bac..... here they are:

ok ok ppl here is my latest update after so long....haha k mango here it is .....hope u are happy ah hehehe....

K have not been updating my blog fo ra long time cos was damn bz wit proposal project reports work ......haiz damn exhausted man.....i don even hv time for myself at all nor for my family....Well wdp proposal was the toughest of all.....had to design site structure and stuff wow i remembered i had to redo some tough cos i made mistake .......i remembered i and liza doin the project at our own homes from afternoon till next morning 3am ( if you are asking hw tat was possible for me n her to do our projects together duh msn online ) next morning we start on osm......haiz........following monday was my first day to teach tution...and i was kinda nervous...cos

a) i don noe hw to go to the place cos its at woodlands

b) i wonder wat impression the student and their parents will hv on me

and i ended up getting lost in woodlands.... n ended goin places familiar to me....wen my god father place near karthik aka Aj house....haha....thank god the monkey was at camp if nt mati mus ans many question....hehe...eventually i took a cab n wen there......n it was as bad as i tot....hehe

tuesday had ec test i tried to study it n memorize it well was damn hard ...... damn there was tis question step 3 was damn hard....but guess wat i wrote the ans n erase it haha...smart rite...wen at last.....the lecturer gave the answer....i was so frustrated....waaaaaaaaaaa

wednesday so called off day....but wen to teach tution n wen to my aunt hs on thurs to c her as she wen for surgery .....hehe n was jokin around wit my cuz n uncle ...wish my kutty bro saravanan was there ....miss ya bro......wen home n kamal annah vani n kumar called my hp n tok to me till 2.30 am....kumar n kamal.....were teasing me the whole time... haha....n tell ghost story tink abt it ah ....i sitting in the dark .....n hearing tis scary sial after tat cant sleep kumar kept me company.....till i slept .....haha but i got a shock n got up cos my hp vibrate damn was scared out of my life.......

haha....yday was doin CS2.....till 12.30.....was damn stressed haiz......now tat the project is over....im glad but i still got a few more to do but i can do it .......

Fatin sry if i showed my anger at u today ....was not in a gd mood.....

Thanks to fatin faekah liza priya karthik aka AJ kamal vani n kumar

HAPPY DEEPAVALI TO ALL.....

Well, on the eve of deepavali was doing alot of hs work cleaning up trying help mum n granma....
around 11pm murugan came to my plcae to giv me deepavali card n was watchin the variety show till 12.30pm n left i wen to lite up the oil lamps which i always do......

The day of deepavali got up dressed n prayed n waited for my friens to come karthik aka AJ, weiye ,jingyuan, faekah , fatin , liza and zack.....had fun haha......was jokin around n tokin wit all of them....after so long i saw karthik n had a great tok wit him.......But miss my sis she couldnt make due to her cuz being in hospital...hey jessica akka i pray u will get well soon....

Nw am kinda tired n exhausted.....well tmr bac to sch n bac to hit the books back to stress land haha.......

Luv my friens alot...thxs guys

Luv my friens alot

HI all......so long since i update my blog....haha k la fatin today saya update ok.....well starting od the day was kinda depressing for me trying to figure out why vpc don wan to work in my pc....guess wat mine is windows vista home edition tats y it doesnt work....aiyo...bad luck....oh ya nw to the interesting part of the story .....uhm nt exactly story la but wat exactly happen....fatin came to sch today kind of late .....reason he shoe was torn....n she couldnt walk trust me i noe....n i saw ......n we had class till 8.30pm.....i mean imagine her walking wit a torn shoe....damn tat sucks.....so i told her there is two ways one we wait for the 6pm break n go out of sch to buy slipper to wear or go nw as at 12+ eventhough gt class @ 1pm.......n i also told if goin to buy can go hougang point n i could go hm n leave my laptop at hm....eventually we wen on our first break took a cab i drop her at hg point while i wen hm to drop my sweet laptop (luv ya alot)....haha....mum was shock to see me....ask me to makan ....i said no gt to go late for sch astala vista baby hehe....in ur dreams i said like tat....anyway met fatin bac @ hg point...n we had to wait for a cab for abt 10mins i tink at last a taxi came the taxi kind of a new model pretty posh la felt like we are rich riding in it hehe....wen we entered class the teacher ask fatin hw did u manage to change ur slippers...imagine the shock on our faces....eventually dearest faekah told teacher wat happ so tat he wont misunderstand tats so sweet of her...oh ya muz also ask fatin haha.....rest no need to say la.....imagine ok....haha....well OSM project i n liza did well we tot it was tough ok la but nxt week we have to do again i hope we can do it.....god pls be wit us.....


I wonder y u leave me tis way

why u make me cry

why the memories i had wit u hurts me nw

why do i wan u around wen i noe it will neva happen

why why why

i really am trying to hate you

but i cant seem to do it

cos u are my one n only one

in my heart

nw and forever.........

Wow after so long i am updating my blog damn bz wit deepavali preparation and school am damn exhausted and stressed up....will tis ever end im trying to finish up my project stuff before deepavali so tat i wont hv to worry abt it.......

Am glad tat i hv good friens wit me at my side luv u guys alot.....


Since you left me, i felt at a loss.....

felt that there is no point in living but i was wrg

Since you left me, i hv a shoulder to lean on

a shoulder to cry

a life to live, goals to achieve,

yes i hv my dearest friens wit me

and i luv them more then you nw

Wow damn tired sial.....sch was ok nt so much subjects today but was kinda stressed wit two of my modules OSM n IS haiz veri tough the project but im gonna do my best n work hard for the project....n study damn hard for all my modules....jia you rajes haha....

Sch was ok had fun wit my besties faekah fatin n liza ....cant wait to go out wit them nxt wed oh ya fatin beta help me wit wat to wear haha u veri particular wat wit colours haha....

One part of me is kinda lonely one part of me is strong......wishing for a certain thing to be in my life n brighten it up i hope it cums soon...cos im really in need of one jus abt nw.....

Sry ppl hav nt been updating my blog....cos my internet was dwn.....k nw for some updates in my life....haha k tis is damn hilarious haha....n dwn wit flu jus my luck to hv it nw damn u.....

To begin jus started my new term in sch kinda stress wit the projects it seems like we have to complete in a rush n best part deepavali is on its way....damn hw am i gonna handle it....god pls be there for me........oh ya was happy to c my friens n classmates after a long time...lots of changes in us all for the best ......oni one person neva change danial n his hugs n kisses....ewwwww...yucks...haha...jus jokin monkey.....hehe......


K deepavali preparation well goin smooth la, wen shoppin yday bought sum stuff but need to buy summore stuff nxt week....haiz i so exhausted ......need my 8hours of sleep man.....

ok nt much to say for nw stay tune to the nxt update haha ok lame i noe haha....k adios

Hey ppl jus got bac frm chalet had alot of fun there.....was playin games wen for a walk @ the beach, tok wit priya's cuzzins her aunts n was playin wit jerusha,esther,aaron n desilva....oh ya we were also tellin ghost story damn spooky till we had to go in group to our rm to sleep haha....but overall had fun......well school is gona reopen on monday wow im still in holiday mood...haiz...i hope tis term wont be tat stressful n wont be tat hard....and im gonna wk damn hard tis term im gonna achieve my dream...i noe i can do it n no one is gonna stop n i mean no one....anyway thxs to faekah liza fatin raj n my dearest sis for being there for me always....


New life new start....wateva it is...i can do it i can make it...i hv god wit me my family n my friens.....n im happy wit it

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MY MUSLIM FRIENS

Today, i had alot of work to do met faekah around 11.45am at yck mrt to go to school to buy books...as we were walkin towards school we were wondering whether the books were cheap n whether it will be crowded....we were expecting the books to be 30 plus but guess wat it was 40 plus imagine the shock we had.....haiz damn it so ex .....then after tat we wanted to go bowling but then faekah decided to go hougang mall n look around so we did n guess wat my bag tore great jus wat i need luckily we were near hougang mall so faekah brought me to minitoons to buy a bag n i also got a handphone strap faekah bought for herself a hairband veri nice on her......

k faekah im updating my blog again....for u gal....haha...k after aumtime im updating my blog n starting my life anew....wit alot of goals.....in my mind...after a few mishaps....i want to progress in life.....

my new goals are:

1) To achieve in my studies

2) To pass my driving

3) Do a course in ccna


Well tats abt it , if i got other goals then i will add it to my blog.....oh ya abt the ccna course well tat im nt sure if i wan do it....well hv to go for briefing on mon and c wat they hv to offer........
Thxs to my sis, faekah,fatin and raj for being there for me thxs guys....

Well....tis days seems like everyone is losing their inspiration to write....cos theres noting new happening in their life ......and there doesnt seem to be anything interesting to write...life is jus goin the same no difference...haiz wat a bore...well i hope wen sch start...there will be sumthing interesting to write......sumting which will be happening haha...well till then if sumthing happen....then i will write....adios

i don wanna move a way frm u

i don wan anyone to break us apart

i don wanna leave u

as u are mine......as u are a part of me

no matter wat u are still in my heart

no matter hw far i am.....im always there for you

even if im alive or dead....

Yahooo i passed i passed i passed yes ar.....haha im so happy my besties also pass im glad i will be wit them again yahoo.......

Thxs to my besties for being there n helping me wit my studies

Thxs to my sis for boosting my confidence

Thxs to loosu of being there for me

Thxs to all the gods who answered my prayers


Luv ya all....n congrats to my classmate for doin well for their exam

ok yday wen to parkway parade.....actually to follow fatin for training cos :

a) she doesnt noe where the hell parkway parade was

b) doesnt noe how to go bac to her wkplace

Best part liza came dwn after fatin called her n both of us were waiting for her for 2 hours ( fatin u owe us ah u gila nenek)we were sitting near a baby salon where baby aka rich babys go for hair cut.....haha well most of them cried wen their hair was cut...but after tat they are all smiles jus like the salon slogan says....frm tears to cheers.....haha....so cute....

later i followed fatin to dhoby ghaut n both of us took the train which was packed like a sardine can....fatin drop at novena lucky her n i dropped at yck.......damn .....haha suppose to meet lossu today to bad his nt well having fever hope u get well soon....

Im really worried abt my exam results cos the papers projects tis term was damn tough....well my sis lossu n friens encouraging me but still there is a part where u are nervous....well gd luck to everyone.....

Oh ya to my close frien karthik aka AJ gd luck for ur interview for the navy im sure u will get in

Hi Guys! I'm bac from genting had a great time there wit my cuzzins haha....we went on all the rides well actually most of it haha cos some of it was scary ......the one one i enjoyed most was go kart haha i was afraid cos,

• i don noe how to drive
  
• scared tat i will hit onto sumting

But after getting on the car so called car la haha ....i started the engine and went off beating everyone haha......i was first all the driving like as if i had experience sial....haha well at least i noe i can drive now....maybe i can go n take a licence without any fear lets see how it goes...i guess it does run in the blood...my granma drived mum was learnin to drive haha wow.... ok bac to genting we all had fun playin games n the person who was lossing in the games were lokesh n jonathan two naughty kids one 19 n the other 11 haha....

Here are the pics we took :

Mummy and me at the genting theme park

The whole group who wen for the daring rides

London bus in genting haha

Clare joycelyn n mukesh ( thinks his gd looking wateva la hehe)

Jonathan and Saravanan

mukesh clare and joycelyn on the bravest trip of their life hehe

hanging in mid air

Cuming down the escalator

Cheers we jus had lunch at a spectacular restaurant KFC hehe

Me and joycelyn hey who is the person who put the tissue there

wow a small head which is the size of a palm

two clowns hahaHip hop star wannabe

PS: I did hit into another car but he deserve it the oni witness to tat was mukesh hehe....shhhhhhhh hehe

ok tis few days was kinda bored....n was packing to go gentin wit mummy my aunts n cuzzies weeee hehe...cant wait....miss my friens,my sis, and my lossu haha.....haiz n miss sch alot tis days y is it tat wen we are in sch we cant wait for holidays and wen we are on holidays we cant wait for sch to reopen haiz i guess theres no answer to tat huh......well tats abt it today.....will update more on sat okays adios....

Really boring tis days......miss sch and my friens haiz and missing a certain person tis days....and he doesnt msg me properly so bz tis days and tis loosu complains tat i don tok to him and msg him properly haha monkey look who is tokin haiz but still miss tat certain person haiz.....
Oh ya i will be goin to genting from the 6th to 10th September...so anything jus tag me here of jus email thxs guys ......

Wow wat a tiring day am exhausted today me faekah liza and fatin wen to east coast park....to surprise fatin cos its her bday......haha we reach there around 5+......and was playin uno hahaha....fatin was the first to end the game followed by liza...but me and faekah was battling on sial...haha till 6.30..believe it....in the end i lost haha.....we tot the game will neva end....eventually it did....hehe......then we were waiting for the two she's to cum haha actually its syukri and satish la ...but tis nenek aka fatin was so capo keep asking tat i had to change their gender....haha we surprise her wit a cake and pizza was damn full haha...oh ya except for me everyone a cake the sixe of their palm believe it haha obviously no one could finish it,.....then me liza and faekah left the bday gal wit syukri n satish n wen hm exhausted.....haiz wat a day.....


Happy Birthday Fatin!!!

Ok today didnt do anything much actually......wen for a doc appt ya i noe as usual....haha....came hm had lunch then wen online check email.....was damn bored sial.....so i play game wit sis...on my webcam n chat wit my sis.......stupid sial loosu neva call idiot i tot he sleepin at last he sms at 7pm n woke me up idiot.....he was painting the whole hs today hehe.....loosu best nt to noe wat i scold u hehe.....oh ya few more hours to my bestie fatins bday.....weeee....haha miss my friens alot haiz

Atlast exams are over yahoo!!!!...........well today paper suck to core cos it was damn difficult everyone look at the paper and after tat look up and stare at it blankly .....cos no one has any idea wat the hell the paper it is tokin abt haha.....i jus hope i pass tats all i wan rite nw...........haiz...well after tat wen out wit a frien of mine to yishun...and we saw puppies for sale eek they are so cute and adorable.....awww.....n we also saw baby hamsters birds rabbits and we walk pass a pet groomer there was tis dog who was barkin he was cute ....my frien said soon he gonna hv a hair cut .....so i said to the dog hey bodoh cut ur barking or u gonna hv a disasterous hair style soon...n guess wat it stop barking haha amazing hehe.....well nxt week goin to genting wit my cuzins and aunty n mummy haha...yeah cant wait for it...time for some R and R.......rest and relax.....weee....sat goin out wit sis for shoppin weee...its gonna be fun.....weee....haha...

Alrite....today was OOAD exam aka dooms day....ok first things first i did study ok like damn hard for tis paper.....till 4 am n suffered gastric which is normal wenim stressed ......n guess wat is the paper simple no its nt simple its damn freaking hard most of my time i was drawing the diagrams ....till the end....i didnt even notice fatin walk pass me was so into tat paper...urgh i jus hope i pass i will really cry if i don ok....urgh...k gtg n brush up on DDI...as in study ok nt take a broom n sweep.......

Happy Birthday to my anni Shanthy!

k today wen for a movie wit my frien....bourne ultimatum.....was ok but boring to me haha cos i neva saw the before film so was kinda confused....but my frien was watchin it so intently tat i was like uhm ok .....im nt sayin anything look on my face...almost dozed off haha...then wen to play pool ok i noe im nt good at the game i suck at it .....hey atleast im tryin ok....u idiot haha tell im hopeless at the game duh i told u before playin tat im nt gd .....u bodoh ......haha but had lots of fun....well time to head back to my books thurs got OOAD exam....but i wonder hw im gonna study wit a monkey who makes lots of noise haiz......god do me a favour....pls send tis monkey bac to camp i beg u.....plsssssssssssssssssssssss......thank you.......


Happy Birthday to Venukanna

Today was "E" day as exams day or doomsday as i like to call it. My first paper Network Technology well it was ok thank god not so bad then i had expected....well studyin till 3am was a blessing after all....but the result me getting gastric for nt eating whoopee....woah was in pain doin the paper nt a gd time to come la mr gastric....u wan to come ah come after exam can....pls...ok im goin bonkers here haha rajes stop tokin to urself la haha....well nw hv to concentrate on ooad haiz diagrams diagrams and more diagrams nt my kind of thing......but no choice la have to do .....who the hell created a thing called exams ah gonna get it from me idiot....

oh ya to add on....everyone

JIA YOU!!!

k tmr i hv network technology exams and im trying to study but to i cant thxs to one idiotic monkey who think his the only one in the hs hey idiot stop makin noise ok ppl need to study ok if u wan go to a club la bodoh

anyway gd luck to all

wheee today notin much jus preparing myself for doomsday aka exams haha was writing notes and organising notes to study and ya wen for med appt....urgh hate hospitals but got so many cute baby's hahaha......miss sch and my gal friens and i hate to admit it but i miss u too daniel u n ur stupid nonsense u always say haha...really miss my classmates haizz....well anyway to my class gd luck in ur preparation for exams and gd luck in exams

Well yday wen to a concert wit my sis her church people were performing it was damn nice....the kids dance very well .....and one of the aunty brought a baby she was so adorable and cute awww i carried her in my arms she was so light and cute and she gave a sweet little smile wen she was in my arms and lay on me and was starring at the sequins on my blouse and giving cute sounds its so long since i hold a baby in my arms haha she so ccccccccccute haha......haiz.....if i ever get married i really wish i had ute little baby girl haha....hey anyone can wish rite

Have not been updatin my blog for quite sumtime as i was bz wit projects and common test well basically hv not been having a great week at all i hate it like hell it was torture tryin to study for common test and do my AIM project which is nt working urgh is it jus me oh is it jus that my projects are jus nt goin well this term....im damn upset about my AIM Project....cos im good at flash since ITE and wen i got tis project i was kinda scared as it seem difficult at first but as soon as i started it it was nice and it was goin well until one part jus doesnt seem to work urgh hate tis.....nw gonna concentrate on exams....and strive to do well in it.......wish me luck.....

Thxs to faekah,fatin, liza,xiujuan,zack,zee and muitong for helpin me today thxs guys

Ok today we my group and I presented our network technology project it was damn hard cos the lecturer ask us tough questions but we manage to ans him somehow......nxt would be my networking test at 1pm........i hope i can do it.....pls god help me.....thxs to peiyi's group for helping us out and thxs to my friens and loosu....for being there


God bless u guys!!!!!

haiz today wasnt exactly a great day for me had project demo n test which did go tat well for me haiz ....well there is one gd thing in tis my bro is hm for his bday tmr whoohoo goin out to eat after sch yippeee...miss the monkey alot haha........haiz miss the peace and quiet life tis days

Well today send my bro to pulau tekong damn startin of the journey was nice....mum dad granma all tokin n everything jokin all......eventually reality strike...muru wont be bac n i will be an only child for a few wks...damn hate to admit it but i miss the monkey alot .....miss scolding him....i noe its weird to miss things like tat but hey im a typical sister.......i cant help it.......oh ya the guys in the army kinda cute nt bad haha.......mum n me look look......hehe.......wen i was abt to leave guess who i saw.......karthik(joe)....haha he was waving at me hehe....cant believe i will c him there though.......surprise surprise........

K latest update..so called la...haha...entrepreneur project is over,finished adios ah haha whooohoo....well still gt another project to do n demo haiz im kinda worried presentin im ok but still am nervous la.....haha today was major stress i forgot tat i had an equiz today thank god it was open bk if nt die.....haha........i did well for tat n im glad abt it seriously .....need to prepare for common test and exam soon....i hope and pray i can make it...really stress my self too much tis term haiz

damn freaking exhausted .....i really really need a break frm sch urgh ....im beginning to hate sc tis days cos of exams common test and projects.......y do hey hv to stress us up n give us sleepless nites ....and days where we don feel hungry at all.....woah my parents plus granma are damn worried abt me tis days cos im cumin hm damn tired n sleepin early sumtimes without dinner.......(loosu if u read tis pls ignore k....its nt true....hehe).....anyway cumin bac to the point .... I HATE SCH......but im gonna do my best n strive for it no matter wat.....nt gonna let anything bring me dwn.......thxs to faekah,fatin,liza,my sis priya, and loosu.....for being there for me when i needed them most n wen i was dwn....thxs guys and luv u alot........

woah bz week ahead haha....wow today had acl practical at first wasnt sure what to do at all

after the teacher explanation...i had a slight idea on wat to do haha.....but on 20 mins to do the

test man was tat too fast haha...seriously too fast...well nw gotta concentrate on submitting

several projects .....woah major stress ahead haha....well thxs to my besties my sis n loosu

lol....for supporting me all the way and exams is like around the corner i hope i can make it.....

wanna do degree in psychology....my fav......haiz god pls be wit me all the way

i don understand wat i did to deserve such a punishment
from u......
i swear to god yet u don seem to believe me is tis hw much trust u hv
in me.....
no matter wat i say no matter wat i do u wont get it .......
ppl sayin all kinds of things ....i don wish to hear....
pls believe me n trust me

i swear i didnt do such a thing, i swear upon god and my mum i didnt do such a thing

but u don believe me .......

what did i do to deserve tis ?????

ok sch is kinda gettin bz for me and im kinda tired tis days forcing myself to stay awake

so many test, exams, project deadline n presentation.....

urgh.....i need a break.....feel so stressed n fed up....

sumtimes feel like crying......



y do ppl say things without realising hw a person feel

so upsetting .......y do u hv to do tis .....

i guess the worst times are here we jus hv

go through it one at a time i guess

tmr got ooad test kinda prepared but so tired also haha

still got so many test to go i hope i can make it ......

so many things to do ....yet so little time ....

sumtimes i ask myself one question ......

y me????????

thxs to my friens n sis n loosu...

haha for supportin me all the way

Wat a tiring week i had yesterday had a sudden infocom security presentation which didnt go

well as i tot....haiz but then we did our best n put in effort in our research n we are glad abt tat...

today we had another presentation techno market place report....was kinda nervous abt it...all of

us were cos we were nt so sure if we can make it wit our tokin but guess wat our worries were

for notin everyone was impressed wit our presentation... phew ......tats abt it i hope our other

presentation goes as well as it did today....

sch has started again ....and im aready exhausted

but im sure am glad to c my friens again.....haha

and liza being bullied by nenek aka fatin haha

tats a joyful sight....wow jus got a new project yday

n was damn freaking stressed up abt it ....but im gona

do my best for it ...n push myself to the limit.....nt end of the world ah

pls ah.....haha...well gd luck to my friens n classmates to exams test n projects

jia you!!!!