Atlast got time to write my blog, miss ya hahaha.....

well foremost, had common test tis week rad

was ok nt bad but DDI alamak can die sial....aiyo....

i was expecting rad to be tough eventually it

was the opposite....haiz.....thxs to faekah liza fatin .....

for being there wen i need them n my sis n

loosu .....trying to boost up my confidence level which

i don hv haha im nt surprised haha.....well

im gonna do well in my exams n other quiz to make up for yday test.....


Happy Bday To My Little Bro Syukri!!


Smile Always(",)
Rajes

well today was kinda bz .....followed granma to tekka n ate lunch there n bought market things....
then wen to meet a close frien of mine and go for lunch.....n window shoppin haha.....

then came home n was online updating my friendster....n updatin my blog....soon gonna start on

my revision on rad n ddi.....wow holidays seems to be my bz days......but yet i got through it thxs

to my friens.....haha.....thxs ppl

wat a boring day.....whole day notin to do jus study ddi for a while.....

then tok to fatin ......n tag blogs....n chat wit my sis....

then i had class for rad n i did understand today lesson haha weird haha

Look i didnt mean to hurt u tis way alrite

u noe since the begining tat im like n i told u so

so y are u avoiding eventhough i told sry umpteen times

wat did i do to deserve tis ........y r u hurting me tis way

pls don do tis.....u don noe hw much its hurting me.....

and hw much im controlling my tears

haiz stress like hell hv to study for common test....which isnt really

exciting .....eventhough its holiday .....we don seem to be resting.....urgh hate

tis....thank god to some friens of mine im still sane haiz....a certain someone told me

tat goin overseases for a mth....damn no one to torture nor bully for a

mth....aiyo....veri bad sial....haiz.....but gona miss the person though...haiz



PS: Still miss mummy!

Life is full of unpredictable things

Wen u are down n low

Something nice n sweet comes ur way

make u happy and all smiles

but there comes a times wen u one more

then it givs u jus cant ask cos .......it may nt be the answer u expect

it may nt be the type of feelin u can take....

I noe wat it is and im ignoring it....

cos of one thing.....HURT

haiz mum left for india yday .....feel so lonely without her mum faster come hm la veri boring haiz ........

hmm holidays hv started as well as projects and revision for common test wow

my holidays are packed wit fun yippee haha wow ......well am gonna try n fin tis projects all

and study my test all am gonna do beta tis term .......haiz its gona be boring but a useful time

also........



And Happy Bday to menaga may all ur wishes cum true!!!

hate my day today it sux....first of all i hv to do retest for networking which i study damn hard for urgh.....feel like crying.....3rdly a particular person isnt happy wit me so he doesnt wish to see my bday pics and i don giv a damn abt it......i mean its his lost nt mine anyway.....one gd thing abt today was gettin my bday pics all of it was nice....and having gd friens like fatin faekah liza n a close frien of mine mr poda hehe .......thxs guys

Haiz wat a day ......n wat a week im gonna hv tue wed thurs gt test n presentation....wow hv to endure it man ....todays flash test aint easy but manage it sumhow wit liza n muitong coaching me thxs gals......

oh ya today is my bestie faekah's bday ......zack bought a cake n surprised her.....haha.....n i saw her cry .....im so glad she is happy today hope u are happy always gal

at last i hv time to update my blog after so long....well sat i celebrated my 21st bday at CSC and it was a great success the mc was great the dj was super, games was gd.....and the ppl who were there were great n sporting haha....i was abit nervous on hw it was gonna be but my worries were all for noting haha...my friens cuz aunty uncle dad bro n mum n even mua rock the dance floor whoo hoo haha....it ended at 12 am n i gt hm at 1am n was eagerly unwrapping my gifts so many haha thxs alot for makin tat day a special one for me n thxs for the gifts i really luv them all

Urgh im aready exhausted n u hv to go n make me pissed off u @#$%@#$ ........oh ya u luv to call me tat n wat else wait let me remember oh ya stupid....rite.....shw ur temper at me for wat wen i didnt do anything all i had on my face was a tired look ....n u said i hv sour face like duh....u don noe me well.......i hate u forever n eva ......no matter wateva anyone says i still hate get
I HATE U!!!


Pissed Off Man!!!

Nt Smiling

Rajes

wow wat a week damn tiring.....frm wed to thurs all the way we havin test test n more test aiyo can mati liao haha....so stress until i gt fever n sore throat...party preparation is goin well gt everything puttin final touches to it.......aiyo tis days hvin a headaches almost everyday....which seem irritating.....i will get mood out if i hv tat which is nt gd in a sense cos if anyone tokin to me at tat time will get it i think u noe wat i mean....yup in few more hrs im gonna be 21 new me new resposiblities freedom hmm ....lets c hw it goes first..haha....cant believe im an adult aready.......wow.......

haha....sch wk project all aiyo so headache la....so many wk to do no energy sum more....today

the weather was like killin us so hot sial.....haha.....thank god later in the noon strong wind came

wow coolin haiz.....durin break...faekah took pics of us together nt bet faekah can be a gd

photographer.....haha u go gal.....veri tired today heres the pics for your eyes....

Smile Always(",)
Rajes

haiz wen to see doc today .....n doc said im ok i will survive haha....stress wit plannin my bday mus do tis do tat aiyo where i gt time i mostly spent my life in sch tis days aiyo can mati......haha...n still can laugh abt it.....n nw havin a bad headache thxs to tis weather urgh.....too many assignments n projects....hw im gona handle it....wow....major prob man....well jia you frm nw......


Smile Always (",)
Rajes

Wow am super exhausted haha well wen to watch movie with my friens faekah zack n daniel ( Mr What since he always luv to say What hehe) anyway wen to watch spiderman 3 its a die die must watch movie.....it was so nice haiz.....n it was fun watchin wit ur closest friens.....thxs guys i really enjoyed it..... oh ya n later we wen to vivo city faekah zack n daniel wen to eat while i wen to meet my dear bro....prateep....n had surprise there..yup i met menaga sumi mani bawani joe there they had a misunderstandin wit me.....n well im glad its all cleared up especially wit joe n menaga.....i made some mistakes too....n really am sry abt it....so ya......n nw we are bac together i pray theres no more misunderstanding btw us.......

Smile Always (",)
Rajes

haiz so tired today .......exhausted later goin tekka wit mum .....woke up late today n rush to sch gettin wet in the rain...so sleepy....life can be so sad at times due to certain ppl n their scarstic remarks which hurts us all the time....hate tis alot....y do i feel suffocated....hmm

Happy 21st b'day to Karthik!!!

Smile always(",)
Rajes

on days like tis u really wish tat u were hm in ur room n jus stay there safe frm the outside world....im beginning to get really angry over certain ppl who really are hurting me .....n over guys who treat their gfs like some kinda of dirt....idiots they don realise the pain we have feelings n all.....all they care abt is their selfish selfs i hope guys rot in hell....urgh u digust me....b'day prep is goin well....sis is excited abt my bday haha don wry sis still time la....haha....today wen to meet AJ to get my vcd n as usual i was late .....but he didnt say anything abt tat but ask one thing "uhm where is my card" i was like oops i forgot n he said nvm send it to me la.....phew! thank god he nt angry....haha ....then wen to toa payoh n bought invite cards n ate my lunch there alone haiz....sad but used to it......at least u can sit dwn n think abt certain things in life n i did alot of stuff n later i wen to meet faekah at yck mrt to get the database bk but was late also...haiz wen we wen to sch to get the bk guess wat the bk was nt in yet....urgh waste our time man......frust sial waste our time.....haiz im exhausted ......well atleast i wasnt bored...haha tats the main thing here....


Smile Always(",)
Rajes

wat a week i had....was bz in sch ....so many projects lessons and stuff but i did enjoy cos tues wen out wit my friens faekah n fatin had dinner at kfc had the melts......n wen to amk hub faekah bought earrings cute for her......haha.....n fri it was my mum b'day n i fin late on tat day summore urgh hate tat aft sch had to rush to shops before it closed n got her a handbag....n she carried it yday wen we wen out for dinner tat was nice haha ......but dad as usual condemn me n my bro also join me....urgh hate them to the max!!!......well my bday is nearing but i don feel the excitement ......y i don noe.....but i noe one wish im gonna make i wish everyone i noe are happy n well tats all.......

Smile Always(",)
Rajes

wow ......wat a week in i had......in sch they giv so many project tat i lost track on hw many i hv to do.....as for my life....i really miss this person who i truly luv alot....jus gotten the guts to tok abt it......nt easy being single......but i neva wen on wit him weird huh...haha i don tink so....if u luv someone no matter u are att anot u will still luv him...his nt wit me nw but tears do cum to my eyes wen i tink of him n the memories i had wit him....it was beautiful sumtimes i feel tat his wit me wherever i am .....yday saw my sis n her bf walkin towards me wen i saw tat i tot i saw him n me walkin n wit pain i turn away......i really do luv him alot if there is a chance n he cums bac im still there no matter wat .....ppl say if im crazy or mad ......cos i noe he does luv me....tats wat i noe


Smile always (",)
rajes

First day of sch today was so happy to see my friens n my classmates.....haha.....i pass them my bday invites n fatin kept sayin "its rajes wedding la" haha fatin if my weddin the card more nicer la....haha.....was lookin at all the new students in my sch ehem plus guys haha.....hey cant help it la hehe.....then aft sch met my cu ask her hw was her day n all n wen hm .....ah at hm wow tats a frustrating tot.....dad condeming me as usual abt my studies ...... n me obviously n comparing me wit my idiot bro....urgh i hate tat since small he condemns me no matter hw gd i am in certain things no praise at all.....haiz i guess tats hw a gals life is suppose to be....haiz.....but hey i luv sch alot n am planning to be there always i prefer there to sch tis days.....hmm.......



Smile Always (",)
Rajes

Wow aft so long im writing in my blog n to those who kept tellin me to update it

well here it is n frm nw onwards im gonna update it often.....well during the holidays was bored

miz my classmates n sch alot....n ya i did hv some sad moments too which i don wish to reveal

for nw ....as it hurts....but i will like to thank tis ppl who were there wen i need them most faekah

fatin priya n karthik ( its AJ fatin no worries dn get confused) lol thxs guys for being there for

me.....and yes during the holidays was preparing for my 21st bday party everything is set.....n

ready to go ......haha....nt me la....haha....tmr is tamil new year i totally forgot abt it thxs for

reminding me karthik haha n 4 mths since my granma passed away........i really miss her

alot.....pathi i luv n miss u...wish u were wit me to celebrate my bday.....since im the first

granchild to celebrate 21st bday.....n u are nt here to see it......haiz....oh well......tats abt it....oh ya

happy new year to all indians out there.....



Smile Always(",)
Rajes

Wow after so long im writing in my blog....came bac frm aus perth yday had a great time there

Upon reachin there it was damn cold 7 degree celcious....brrr...haha....then wen to my cuz hs

mum cook there....then wen to temple wow it was peaceful.....haiz.....oh ya i rode a horse feed

kangaroo sheep cow goat hehe.....thank god neva drop of the horse....then wen to

pinnacles,fermantle oh ya n shopping ......but i didnt buy much my bro did though haha.......alot

of stuff.......haiz.....major shopper man.....but overall i enjoyed the peace n tranquility

there....haiz....i cant believe im bac in choatic singapore....haha


Smile Always (",)
Rajes

Makin a decision in life is sumthing normal to everyone

but it may effect others also oni thing is in my case it will oni effect me pretty badly

i don hv a choice in tis case.....i don wan ppl to tink

im such a person .....bt i especailly dn wan

my beastie to tink im like tat in the near future.....

i dn noe if its gonna hurt me anot bt i hope

others will be happy abt it.....i think they will be....lol


Smile Always (",)
Rajes

haiz.....its jus doesnt seem to stop.....one prob ends another pops out frm nwhere....haiz...
wat did i do to deserve tis all i did was wen out wit my bestie bf who is also my close frien...n i told her before i wen so did he tat we were meetin up n stuff.....n we did had fun...though....wen i gt bac hm i receive a call frm him tellin me the my frien was upset abt it.....i ask sumi n she told me my bestie was upset wit me cause i neva told her earlier ...n i told her i was bz in the mornin n by the time i fin it was time for me to get ready n stuff bt i msg her before i left....n i told sumi tat atleast i did told her even though it was late....n i even ask twice if i should meet him anot...n if u don i won meet at all....she made me so upset....i noe her for 7 yrs .....n tis is hw much trust she has in me is it.....wat did i do.....he is also my frien wats wrg in goin out wit him.....if u told me u don like then fine i wouldnt even hv gone u didnt even say anything.....urgh....all i can say is tat u hurt me badly...n i don noe if i can forgive n forget abt tis ...... i jus cant believe u are like tat...best part u don even wan to tok to me at all....im fine wit it...all i noe is i didnt do anything wrg even if it my bf n u wen out wit him i dn mind cause i trust him n i trust u......i hope tis ans ur question di....


Nt Smiling :(
Rajes

PLs stop asking me the same question......i don noe if im celebrating.....my b'day...n i don noe if my parents are gonna celebrate anot.......ok jus pls don ask me anything......being 21 is jus a normal thing to me alrite...SO IM GONNA CELEBRATE IT ON MY OWN....HATE BEING 21....



sMILE aLWAYS(",)
rAJES

urgh hate u to the core since 12 yrs old all u did was condemn me all the way...embarrassed me everywhere u go .......for tat reason i threw mud all over u face n came in top in PSLE....U called me STUPID , U CALLED ME A BASTARD WAT OTHER NAME U HV FOR MA AH.....IM SICK N TIRED OF UR NONSENSE....IM CONTROLLING MY ANGER CAUSE OF MUM......TO ME U HV BEEN DEAD FOR 8 YRS......GO TO HELL!!! URGH I HATE U!!! : (



smILE aLWAYS (",)
rAJES

Haiz holiday started but its so boring wen out yesterday wit menaga n sumi.....was so excited to meet them n rush as fast possible to meet them but....i felt as if my hopes drop in the pit of no return....wen i saw R.......urgh...i told sumi tat i was so happy to meet u guys but wen i saw her i felt upset n she was said she had no choice cause she followed them....haiz...first time i felt upset n regret in meeting them i wonder y.....menaga was complaining abt sumthing then i told her beta dn be stubborn or else its gonna affect ur life....she jus said look who is toking haha....ya she is rite i am stubborn bt im nt attached....haiz really hurt me like hell....wen i said i dn wan a guy they all like yaya rite wateva....y doesnt anyone undertand me for once....wat do u all noe abt me hw i feel wat i wen through....u all think its easy bt its isnt alrite....i like the way i am.....k i admit it im scared to go in a relationship....aft wat happ....i cant take another step n i don wish too in 2 more yrs i wont be around.....so i don see y i mus hv a guy....no one seems to understand me tis days nt even my friens....ah wat the heck i cant be bothered wat eva u guys one to say go ahead....its nt gonna hurt me anymore...

Happy Birthday to my close friens Ramesh Zack Meitong and Peiyi!!

Smile Always(",)
Rajes

Yippee Exams are over!!! woohoo....can wait to enjoy my holidays n rest my brain haha...

wonder wat am i gonna do....during the break....hmmm.....cant think nw

sian haha

but gonna miss my class n friens haiz....


Smile Always (",)
Rajes

Hmm life taking a new twist tis days....haha....fascinatingly i hv gt notin to say for this....
Exams are nxt week cant wait for it to be over.....i really wanna pass.....really work hard tis term....wishing my friends n class all the best for their exams......watelse....hmm....haiz...decided to hv no guys in my life....y?.....a reason i don wish to disclose nw.....wen i told ppl i don wanna be in a relationship....they say rather then tat dn tok to guys...so alrite i wont tok to them....haha....haiz....i don noe wat to say.....i didnt noe tat tokin to guy means tat we wan a guy....i tok to guys to make friens wit them i really wish ......i noe wat i am doin for my life... help me GOD....i really need u nw badly.....


Smile Always(",)
Rajes

I always say to my friends that im happy being single plus available and stuff...in fact i feel free without any guy ......except for my guy friens la haha.....bt then eventhough i do say that my heart doesnt seem to agree wit me .....y....i hv no idea.....bt to me my old wounds are still fresh in my heart it doesnt seem to heal even if it does....i don think i will hv the guts to be in a relationship eva.....ya it was painful....being wit my sch friens and my friens outside i feel safe and happy wit them.....bt there will cum a time where they will hv their own life....then wat am i gonna do...? haha ....u noe wat i hv no idea....i guess i will neva noe the ans till happen huh....hmm will see.....for nw lets see where life takes me....i jus wanna enjoy the moments i hv wit them...nw i realise tat wat menaga said was true we friens cant always be wit u.....we will hv our own life soon...so get a life get a guy....haha i was angry wen she said tat.....bt wen i think abt tat nw.......i hv notin to say .....im blank out.....haiz......god pls giv me the strength to handle any probs or any hurt in me.....thxs


Smile Always (",)
Rajes

9 feb 2007

Yippee common test is over woohoo..... wen out wit my best friend and my close friends today at parkway parade....it was fun.....oh ya lol gt my o level result wasnt gd i oni pass eng....haha frm tis i noe one thing my strongest subject is english.....nw i noe y the eng teachers luv me .....haha jokin anyway....i dn mind abt the results cause i wanted to giv it a try before anything happens....i dont want to regret nt doin it in my later yrs.....anyway i got poly to wk hard on and i gonna put my heart and soul to it....exams.....are round the corner gonna prepare for it n strive for it......gd luck to my class mates.....jia you lol

Smile Always(",)
Rajes

2nd Feb 2007

Atlast Projects are over ! Yippee! haha! Had a great time today first had presentation in sch abt y we can be best friends me and my 21 best friens did it veri well.....had chocolates frm anna,bookmark frm rabiah and farhan played the guitar and sing, sharhan had video presentation of our class thxs bro it was nice....muitong sang a beautiful japanese song...nice one muitong....then we were takin photos like crazy....then i zack fatin n faekah wen to orchard and to eat n wen round fareast ....and came hm...wow veri exhausting sial....but it was a memorable day...thxs guys luv ya alot

SMile Always(",)
Rajes

29 January 2007

Beginning my day was jus goin fine...havin fun wit my friens jokin around and stuff....helpin faekah n fatin wit their database project....and suddenly....darks cloud seem to enclose me....haha...yup me and my bestie fought .....reason well her mum called n complain to me abt her...and wen i ask her abt it she raised her tone at me and i told her u first cool dwn then call me then i tok she said she wont and slam the phone on me .....wow.......wat do i say abt tis n my sis scolded sayin u always giving in to ppl and scarificing for them u neva think abt urself...and of ur feelings...haiz sis if onli u knew....wat i am feeling... but i always think abt others first....its jus me...i cant change myself...dn wry there is someone for me....i noe....God also noes i will jus wait....

SMile Always(",)
Rajes

26 jan 2007

I really enjoyed myself today wif my friends zack fatin faekah liza n rabiah @ taufik batisah

concert it was better then hady's to tell u the truth...had so much fun....i really enjoyed myself to

the max the songs were great n worth listening to haha...n fatin was kidding around wit me

haha.....alamak fatin playful ah u haha.... i really enjoyed myself goin out wit my friens now i noe

wat i hv missed out on for so long luv u guys alot....


Smile Always (",)
Rajes

23 January 2007

Haiz atlast i manage to finmy projects thxs to my close friens.....thxs guys cant do it without ur

help.....hmm im doin the sacrificing thing again ......haiz i hv such a kind heart.....bt i always seem

to get hurt pretty bad......haiz well i can do tis......be strong all the way.....as muitong always says

JIA YOU!!! Haha!!!

SMile always(",)
Rajes

19 january 2007

Well beginning of the year i hv begun to realise who are my true friends and who i can trust

alot of things have happen in the beginning of 2007 my granma pass away on 14 Jan 2007.....it

was sumthing expected but not so sudden though she was sick for the past 1 year those who are

close to me noes wat happen to her.....and i have to thank my friens zack xiujuan muitong faekah

fatin liza rabiah menaga and priya for being there for me when i need them......oh ya and thxs to

my friens in sch for helping me in my project really appreciate it alot........and ya as for the

matters of the heart for nw i rather be wat i am now single free and independent.....i will jus wait

for the rite one and wait for the rite age .........



Smile Always (",)
Rajes

Happy New YEar 2007

Well , 2006 wasn't a great yr for me and i feel as if im stuck there

i wouldnt say tat i suffered all the way in 2006 i had some happiness also

made it to poly,made new frens, wen often hehe, well yeah started gettin to noe a few guys

haha....well my new yr resolution for tis yr is:
@Forget and forgive those who hv done harm to me

@ hv some peace in life

@ study hard and achieve my goals

@ make more new friens

@ wish all the ppl i noe happiness and peace and wish tat they achieve wat ever they wan to do in the cumin new yr.

@ oh ya my frien ask me to add tis too.....find the love of my life (if there is such a thing haha)

Happy New to all my loved ones and to the ppl i noe

wish u all the best in tis cumin yr.....


SMile Always (",)

Rajes

24 december 2006

Alrite its eve of christmas......yeah....haha my fav time of the year...

yesterday wen to orchard had so much of fun taking pictures jokin around singing haha wen to

see the christmas lights wow.....it was so beautiful....mesmerizing........haiz..........

Any Way Merry Christmas to One all!!!


SMile Always (",)

Rajes

21 December 2006

Wow wen for my class outing and had a great time there.....took alot of pics

Oh ya i sabo anna haha yes yes yes....but wif the help of zack...thxs zack...shirhan throw water

bomb at me .....alamak my dear bro ah so naughty.....faekah liza fatin all were playin in the sea

wow i really enjoyed myself alot.....now damn exhausted ....tis is the best outin ever

cant wait for the next one haha......

Smile Always

Rajes

20 Dec 2006

Haha wen to vivo city twice wif my god bros n friens haha last sat n today .......actually ah suppose to go escape today bt cause of the rain couldnt go so end up goin there....we got wet in the rain wen to vivo city roof top n play in the water push maha in the water haha...so fun....i escape la cause i was holdin onto prateep....hehe....hmm well i did fight wif my fren....reason cause of guys.....haiz ......i guess its like tat....bt if neva fight veri borin leh.....damn i enjoi fighting hahaha....ssssssssh don tell her if nt i mati.....haha.... am veri tired.....haiz atleast i enjoyed myself.....thxs guys.....



Smile Always (",)
Rajes

13 December 2006

Life lesson No 120: DONT GIVE ADVISE TO ANYONE!!! EVEN FOR THEIR OWN GOOD!!!

Cause wen u give advise the person don appreciate it! urgh oh hw i had tis......do wat ever u wan la...nt my prob......


@ Common test dmd over one dwn one more to go....haiz

@ Yeah Class BBQ approachin....

@ cant wait to saboh Anna Hehe...

@ Yeah holidays cumin....

@ damn gt projects......

@ Miss someone alot....haiz ....FASTER CUM BAC LA U IDIOT MONKEY N GIVE THE ANS TO THE RIDDLE.....



Smile Always (",)
Rajes

5 December 2006

Haiz wat a tiring and upseting day.......

Starting was fun, was joking around wit my freins

met m best frien and wen shoppin my fren bought for me a wallet and

i bought a watch for her........Now cums the upsettin part haiz met this guy

he said he like me and stuff so my frien made me meet him

and upon meetin him he was tokin abt his relief teaching job and

movies.....urgh.....so nw wen my fren ask me hw was i find him.....

i said i don like him at all.....and guess wat she is angry wit me..... i told her i also hv feelings

and i jus don like him....all she said was he is waitin for me and i should carry on to get to noe

him....n if i go for looks i should reject......i was like wat the hell......i'm aready hurt pretty badly

and for the last six months im tryin to forget wat happen......and i just cant.....y doesnt any one

understand me who do they think i am......a person without emotions is it....watever tat person

did to me hv left a deep mark in my heart.......y doesnt she understand......haiz i guess no one will

ever understand me at all..........



Smile Always (",)

Rajes

November 30 2006

HAiz today was exhausting oop lesson was kinda fun faekah tot someone took her

stationery but eventually she had left it under the com keyboard haha.....the best part was she

wen all over the class and ask everyone haha.......so hillarious.......haha.....dear faekah nxt time

chk la gal.....but she is still a sweet gal......DMD was ok but was doing flash still i felt so sleepy

haiz...fatin, liza and I were jokin around wen we were goin hm, i was tokin abt chemistry and my

expression was so funny tat they couldnt stop laughin haha

* my best frien was so clever .....belief everything a person say aiyo di pls la....

* Yeah Anna can cum for the BBQ Yippee

* Thxs liza,Muitong,faekah for helpin me wit oop

*Lost my temper at the interchange damn him!!!


Smile Always(",)

Rajes

urgh cant even be frank idiots

damn sial cant even be frank say they

will get hurt eventhough they ask to be frank

idiots ! then in the first place y did the hell

they ask to frank.....freaking shit.

* common test cumin

* damn met my irritating cuz n her hubby n they so cozy freaking idiots
in public somemore

* yeah holiday cumin up

* cant wait for class bbq!! haha



Smile Always (",)

Rajes

STressed BUt Happi

After so long im writing my blog

Well nowadays i feel a kind of feeling which

i don like at all...tryin my best to avoid....

sch is ok but alot of assignments and common test is cumin up

veri stressed

Oh ya happy news is my o levels are over

happy for my two friens sumi n faekha





Smile Always (",)

Rajes

SUperb!

Wow yesterdays dance performance was a success

and it was superb. The audience loved our performance so much

that they ask for one more performance

I really enjoyed myself alot so did my parents.

Now my body is aching all over haiz

haha

Smile Always (",)

Rajes

Thxs.......

I really luv my class alot

of all the classes i hv been in

this is the class where im really happy in

they are veri supportive in what each of us do

thxs alot guys .........

luv is not in my life rite now and it will neva be

HaVe CLoSEd The DoOrS TO HEart PerMAnently

No one can enter nor will i let anyone enter

Oh ya if i ever feel lonely i will kick it out of me

i can do it

SMile Always (",)

Rajes

Exhausted!!

Wow ! yesterday was deepavali

many people cam to my place wow was so tired

friens cam along took pictures wif them

chasing after babies wow wat an exhaustin day sial

lol but wat the heck had a great time anyhow..........

Smile ALways (",)

Rajeswari

tiring day

HAiz wat A tiring day

woke up veri early eventhough class is at 4pm....

but got reason la hv to do hs wk cause today got prayers

when to sch enjoyed todays lesson cause its dmd class learn alot of stuff today

anna and i were having alot of fun

bubbly anna....lol...

after class had to rush hm for prayers now exhausted haiz....

tmr eve of deepavali but to me its jus a normal day

no excitment wonder y hmmm

Smile Always(",)
Rajes

HAiz

School reopen aready glad to see my friens n classmates again

glad fatin is back in sch miss u alot gal

I hv decided to concentrate on my studies and spend time wif my friens and family

Im gonna do better this term and work hard at it

I hv realised that im becoming stronger everyday not physically but mentally

In my heart im strong and noe where im heading


"No matter What The Problem Maybe

No matter WHo U Are

DOn Ever Think you Are Alone

There ALways SOmeone There For U

WHatever U Are WHoever U Are

WE Will LUv U FOr Wat U are

MAKe u STronger ANd LEad

U In THe Rite Way "




Smile Always(",)

Rajes

Yeah sch reopening!!!

Yeah sch is gona open nxt wk

veri excited one to start anew

study harder for all my test and exams

do my projects well without any problems

and enjoy my sch life wif my friens....

yup there are some problems in my life

currently but im kinda handling somehow

my god bro told me to ignore hurting comments

and be strong no matter wat happens....

im gona be a new person and a strong person

im gona change for the best

thxs prateep

Smile Always (",)

Rajes

friens for life

There is a saying that relatives are easy to get while friends

are difficult to get ..................

i agree to that saying

i agree to myself that i have very good friens with me

who stay on my side during good times and bad times

i am the most luckiest gal to have such great friens

thanxs

mani, sumi,menaga,prateep,maha,faekah,fatin,wlds karthik,joe alas karthik,maya,manjari

luv u guys alot

Smile always(",)

Rajes

decisions

life doesnt seem to be wat i wan it to be

so i hv made a decision which is

goin to hurt alot of people

the people who i luv

n those who luv me alot

my frien try to change my mind but i hv decided

there is no change

all i noe is tat i will be leaving alot of

broken relationships

and heartaches

Its gonna hurt me as well

but i hv no other choice

smile always (",)

Rajeswari

life doesnt seem to be what we expected

It jus doesnt seem to be like wat i expected of this year my life is a mess

so is my friens lifes. i tot last year was a bad year for us but

it seems like this year is the

worst for all of us.....

we seem veri upset and emotional

we always end up in tears.....

y is this happening to us

y couldnt it be someone else

even if it is me i don mind

but y my friens.....they are the most

valuable thing i hv in my life

i hope everything will be fine

pls GOD help!!!!!!!

smile always (",)

Rajes

life in shambles damn

well this days i do feel a kind of emptiness in my heart

i noe wat tat feeling is

feel emotional at times whenever i have this feeling

i jus wish i can get rid of this feeling but i cant seem to do it

i don wan to feel tat feeling again ever

my life is aready in shambles and im aready in tears

i cant manage it anymore

and this stupid feeling adds on to my problems

i cant take it anymore......

smile always (",)
Rajes

yeah exams over!!!

At last the exams are over

can enjoy atlast in my dreams....

i wouldnt call this a holiday to me

this is sumthing which i don wish to mention

but i jus wonder y god make good ppl suffer..........

haiz....oh well i hpe i enjoy my holiday and i wish my classmates

tat they enjoy theirs too....

smile always(",)

Rajes

happy for u gal!!!

im so happy for my frien sumi she at last has found the one for her

i wish her all the best in her life n may everything she does ends well.....

Smile Always(",)

Rajes

Loneliness and sadness

I really am feeling lonely tis days

plus havin problems of my own

i wan to cry i can't seem to do tat

i jus wish tat there was someone special in my life

someone who will understand me and comfort me

tis days im feelin really depressed i cant seem to be able to be myself tis days

i really miss my friens alot tis days ....i really wan to see them...

i wonder wen will the special person cum

i wonder wen my problems will go

i wonder wen i will c my frens

i wonder.....if my loneliness and saness don go away wat will i do?

smile always(",)
Rajes

stressed.....

urgh hv 3 test tmr cant seem to concentrate sial

y does tis hv to happen to me onli.....

feel like crying sial.....

i really wish there was someone special wif me....

ya i noe i hv my friens.....

but there will cum a time where they will have their own

lifes.....then who will i go to....haiz......

i wonder if i can survive tis.....

smile always(",)
Rajes

Problems

problems jus doesnt seem to go at all

either a new problem arises or

another adds on

i wish all my probs will jus disappear

like thin air or i will hv too......

trying to act strong is not as easy as it seems

pls help me god.....

smile always (",)

Rajes

wish to noe

I wonder y do people keep secrets from me......

is it because it will hurt me or

is it because they cant trust me

i really wish i noe......

guys are not in my mind rite now

i jus wan my frien to hv someone special in her life

she needs one more then i do

i can wait as long as i wan

im gonna find someone for her

someone who can love her truly

if everything goes well

im sure will be happy for her

smile always (",)

rajes